{"id":14338,"date":"2014-02-16T08:00:52","date_gmt":"2014-02-16T08:00:52","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2014\/02\/16\/its-time-to-stop-cutting-myself-on-things-i-cant\/"},"modified":"2014-02-16T08:00:52","modified_gmt":"2014-02-16T08:00:52","slug":"its-time-to-stop-cutting-myself-on-things-i-cant","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2014\/02\/16\/its-time-to-stop-cutting-myself-on-things-i-cant\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>It&#8217;s time to stop cutting myself on things I can&#8217;t have. So I&#8217;m probably going to unfollow a lot of people tomorrow.<\/p>\n<p><!-- more --><br \/>\nYes, it probably is personal. I get tired of being last on the list. Of waiting for people to come back, or hoping to be mentioned in a particular kind of post, or wishing there would be things in my askbox, or wishing the things I&#8217;ve sent so people feel loved would get posted.<\/p>\n<p>I do this for fun. Waiting to be remembered, and being sworn at when I remind people of my presence, is not fun. You cannot solo roleplaying, and that&#8217;s the position I&#8217;m in.<\/p>\n<p>So if I drop you, it means you&#8217;ve hurt me, whether you meant to or not. It does not mean I don&#8217;t still want to rp with you; it means you&#8217;ve persuaded me that I am not important or worthy of notice.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It&#8217;s time to stop cutting myself on things I can&#8217;t have. So I&#8217;m probably going to unfollow a lot of people tomorrow. Yes, it probably is personal. I get tired of being last on the list. Of waiting for people to come back, or hoping to be mentioned in a particular kind of post, or &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2014\/02\/16\/its-time-to-stop-cutting-myself-on-things-i-cant\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\"><\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14338"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=14338"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14338\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=14338"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=14338"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=14338"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}