{"id":16913,"date":"2014-01-12T18:33:58","date_gmt":"2014-01-12T18:33:58","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2014\/01\/12\/i-didnt-say-it-right-i-never-say-it-right-its\/"},"modified":"2014-01-12T18:33:58","modified_gmt":"2014-01-12T18:33:58","slug":"i-didnt-say-it-right-i-never-say-it-right-its","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2014\/01\/12\/i-didnt-say-it-right-i-never-say-it-right-its\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"

I didn’t say it right. I never say it right. It’s not about speed of replies, I swear. I’m not good at patience but I understand it. It’s me being selfish and greedy and demanding. It’s wanting to have the same attention from people that I feel like I’m giving. I don’t know how to explain this without making people feel bad. I swear it’s not about you, it’s me. It’s always me. I wasn’t trying to guilt anyone or be passive-aggressive; I just thought people should know — I don’t know what I thought.<\/span><\/p>\n

I was trying to express that I was letting go. Because I have been told that I’m an annoyance, that I make people lose their muse, that I drive people away from rping by being in the inbox constantly and replying quickly. That if I do the askbox things I’m forcing a ship. That if I wish people would do my askbox things I’m expecting too much.<\/span><\/p>\n

I tried to do the right thing and I messed it up. I always mess it up. I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to hurt anyone, or guilt them.<\/span><\/p>\n

*wry* It doesn’t look like any of you actually listened to the part about “you don’t have to reply” anyway, since I got four replies in between.<\/span><\/p>\n

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drunkknightofcamelot<\/a> replied to your post<\/span> \u201cYou don\u2019t need to worry about replying to me anymore. I know you would…\u201d<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n

Don’t be like that D: I’d love to roleplay with you. I always get lost with replies and stuffs and I haven’t had any inbox from you for like… ages. I replied to the last one I got. You don’t bother me or make me loose my muse!<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

thenameislahey<\/a> reblogged your post and added:<\/span><\/p>\n

oKAY THERE THIS IS NOT AT ALL WHAT SHOULD BE…<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

iwontbeephemeral<\/a> reblogged your post and added:<\/span><\/p>\n

Okay, listen up, because this post both made me…<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

consultinsociopath<\/a> replied to your post<\/span> \u201cYou don\u2019t need to worry about replying to me anymore. I know you would…\u201d<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n

Wait what? You don’t make me lose my muse hunny. I’ve just been busy finishing school. I haven’t rped at all today really.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

sonofpendragon<\/a> replied to your post<\/span> \u201cYou don\u2019t need to worry about replying to me anymore. I know you would…\u201d<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n

[as am working on your reply]<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

turpisvirtute<\/a> replied to your post<\/span> \u201cYou don\u2019t need to worry about replying to me anymore. I know you would…\u201d<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n

I have your replies, somewhere, and I’m doing you’re meme right now.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I didn’t say it right. I never say it right. It’s not about speed of replies, I swear. I’m not good at patience but I understand it. It’s me being selfish and greedy and demanding. It’s wanting to have the same attention from people that I feel like I’m giving. I don’t know how to … Continue reading <\/span> →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[1765,1512,119,1052,1048,1166,1621,1764,1067,1645,575,1145],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16913"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=16913"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16913\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=16913"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=16913"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=16913"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}