{"id":18267,"date":"2013-12-22T07:59:46","date_gmt":"2013-12-22T07:59:46","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2013\/12\/22\/im-sitting-here-trying-to-decide-if-i-want-to-try\/"},"modified":"2013-12-22T07:59:46","modified_gmt":"2013-12-22T07:59:46","slug":"im-sitting-here-trying-to-decide-if-i-want-to-try","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2013\/12\/22\/im-sitting-here-trying-to-decide-if-i-want-to-try\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span>I&#8217;m sitting here trying to decide if I want to try the &#8216;better in the morning&#8217; trick or just shut it all down right now. Throw out the five, four? replies I owe and then just walk away from a while. Or go about asking everyone I&#8217;ve done anything at all with in the last month if I&#8217;m annoying &#8212; except I know that at least a third of them will politely white lie and say &#8216;no, of course not&#8217; because the idea of not ever saying anything bad about someone is far too strong on tumblr<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span>and I really really really would far rather people be honest to me even if it comes out mean.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span>turn it inside out &#8212; like this post if you would be glad if I was gone.<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m sitting here trying to decide if I want to try the &#8216;better in the morning&#8217; trick or just shut it all down right now. Throw out the five, four? replies I owe and then just walk away from a while. Or go about asking everyone I&#8217;ve done anything at all with in the last &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2013\/12\/22\/im-sitting-here-trying-to-decide-if-i-want-to-try\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\"><\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[109],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18267"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=18267"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18267\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=18267"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=18267"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=18267"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}