Mostly what matters is that I think they do. I think I’m being selfish and jealous and petty and a whole host of other things. I’m almost certainly not being as much so as I feel I am — hello there crippling lack of self-esteem — but it’s still there at least a little.<\/p>\n
The part where I’m frequently bored out of my mind and have literally nothing to do with my time \/except\/ sit at the computer and play games of various sorts and refresh tumblr has a lot to do with all this. I can guarantee I would feel a lot differently if my time was more productively occupied.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Mostly what matters is that I think they do. I think I’m being selfish and jealous and petty and a whole host of other things. I’m almost certainly not being as much so as I feel I am — hello there crippling lack of self-esteem — but it’s still there at least a little. The … Continue reading Alright. I’m still not sure if those flaws apply in this instance, but I trust you. And if turning off anon would help you, then go for it. I can message you off anon. I was worried that it would mean less if you knew who it was from, but if you already know, then the point is moot.<\/span>