{"id":19700,"date":"2013-11-30T04:15:19","date_gmt":"2013-11-30T04:15:19","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2013\/11\/30\/sirmordred-thedruid-iamthefirechild-i-i\/"},"modified":"2013-11-30T04:15:19","modified_gmt":"2013-11-30T04:15:19","slug":"sirmordred-thedruid-iamthefirechild-i-i","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2013\/11\/30\/sirmordred-thedruid-iamthefirechild-i-i\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"http:\/\/sirmordred-thedruid.tumblr.com\/post\/68527880145\/iamthefirechild-i-i-dont-know-how-to\">sirmordred-thedruid<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"http:\/\/iamthefirechild.tumblr.com\/post\/68526996623\/sirmordred-thedruid-iamthefirechild-summer\">iamthefirechild<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p><span>&#8220;I \u2014 I don\u2019t know how to explain it. Just \u2026 being here. Everything. Memories. Edward, and Winter, and father, and just \u2014 everything.&#8221; Her shoulders slumped, voice carrying a weight of frustration and sadness. &#8220;I left to get away from this. Partly, anyway. To find out who I was, and I come back and everything I gained is lost.&#8221;<\/span><\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<strong>H<\/strong>e shakes his head, \u201cit isn\u2019t lost, you just got reminded of things and now need to think.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>&#8220;Things I don&#8217;t need to remember, things I don&#8217;t want to remember! Things like,&#8221; she stumbled on the words, &#8220;like how little I am liked here. How I am not wanted. Not &#8212; there&#8217;s nothing \/here\/ for me. And if there&#8217;s nothing here, how can there be anything anywhere else?&#8221; Summer pushed the door to the armory open and stepped inside, bracing her hands on the table with her head low.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>sirmordred-thedruid: iamthefirechild: &#8220;I \u2014 I don\u2019t know how to explain it. Just \u2026 being here. Everything. Memories. Edward, and Winter, and father, and just \u2014 everything.&#8221; Her shoulders slumped, voice carrying a weight of frustration and sadness. &#8220;I left to get away from this. Partly, anyway. To find out who I was, and I come &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2013\/11\/30\/sirmordred-thedruid-iamthefirechild-i-i\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\"><\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[10,2053,104,1145],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19700"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=19700"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19700\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=19700"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=19700"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=19700"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}