{"id":23940,"date":"2013-10-07T02:23:24","date_gmt":"2013-10-07T02:23:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2013\/10\/07\/i-thought-i-might-come-back-tonight-but-i-log-in\/"},"modified":"2013-10-07T02:23:24","modified_gmt":"2013-10-07T02:23:24","slug":"i-thought-i-might-come-back-tonight-but-i-log-in","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2013\/10\/07\/i-thought-i-might-come-back-tonight-but-i-log-in\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I thought I might come back tonight, but I log in and the first thing I see is someone accusing me to someone else of driving them away from their Tony blog and I have no idea what they are talking about. I don&#8217;t have any idea, nobody ever came to me and &#8212;<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t get it. If you&#8217;re going to hate me, can you please hate me to my face instead of going around behind my back and libelling me?<\/p>\n<p>Can you just<\/p>\n<p>Why the fuck do I even try? Nobody wants me here, nobody wants me at all, I&#8217;m just a marysue with a tony stark fixation.<\/p>\n<p>All the times I ask people to be honest to me, and it takes a year for me to learn this. How useless and stupid and unliked and unwanted and unneeded I am, how many people I&#8217;ve driven away, how much I suck as a writer and a roleplayer and characterisation and as a friend.<\/p>\n<p>Clearly I&#8217;m just a total blight on the face of, of, of I don&#8217;t even know.<\/p>\n<p>Just at least be hateful to my fucking face already.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I thought I might come back tonight, but I log in and the first thing I see is someone accusing me to someone else of driving them away from their Tony blog and I have no idea what they are talking about. I don&#8217;t have any idea, nobody ever came to me and &#8212; I &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2013\/10\/07\/i-thought-i-might-come-back-tonight-but-i-log-in\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\"><\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[109],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23940"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=23940"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23940\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=23940"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=23940"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=23940"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}