{"id":25766,"date":"2013-07-25T22:31:00","date_gmt":"2013-07-25T22:31:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2013\/07\/25\/dionthesocialist-i-think-tumblr-has-left-a-lot\/"},"modified":"2013-07-25T22:31:00","modified_gmt":"2013-07-25T22:31:00","slug":"dionthesocialist-i-think-tumblr-has-left-a-lot","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2013\/07\/25\/dionthesocialist-i-think-tumblr-has-left-a-lot\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"

dionthesocialist<\/a>:<\/p>\n

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I think tumblr has left a lot of us emotionally stunted. This is a great community for empowerment, catharsis, or coping, but those things aren\u2019t recovery in and of themselves. Comparatively, they\u2019re easy when compared to the painful self-reflection and real-world scenarios you\u2019ll have to encounter on the road to true recovery. Not only does Tumblr not focus enough on recovery, but there\u2019s almost a\u00a0disdain\u00a0<\/em>here for the very notion.<\/strong><\/p>\n

There\u2019s a lot of time spent validating everything. \u201cYour symptoms are valid! Your responses are valid! Your depression is valid! Your coping is valid!” Well, yeah, all that stuff is definitely valid, and understanding that is important step in recovery, but it\u2019s certainly not the final step. All that stuff is valid in the same way a baby chewing on a teething ring is valid, and there\u2019s nothing to be embarrassed about if your recovery is still in its infancy, but Tumblr almost encourages you to stay there, to never grow out of it.<\/strong><\/p>\n

There\u2019s a difference between what\u2019s valid and what\u2019s healthy, what\u2019s best for you. I recently saw a post that validated people who stay in their room all day. Is that a valid response to anxiety? Sure. Is it a healthy response? Hell no, and there isn\u2019t a person on Earth who can convincingly make the argument that the best thing you can do for your anxiety is to never leave your room.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Or how about those \u201chow to care for a _________” posts? They\u2019ve got some great tips there, and a lot of what they say is true, but you cannot reasonably expect people to coddle your issues, insecurities, or self-perceived inadequacies.<\/strong> Your recovery has to come from you. It has to be a difficult decision you make with yourself and carry through with because you need it. Your recovery can\u2019t come from hoping other people will validate you.<\/strong><\/p>\n

No one should be ashamed of where they are in their recovery process, but there\u2019s also no reason why you should be in the same place with your issues as you were in 2010.<\/p>\n

Your final goal is not validation. It isn\u2019t empowerment. It isn\u2019t finding a way to get through the day. It isn\u2019t being comfortable with your problems, nor is it accepting that they\u2019ll never go away.<\/strong> The final goal is health. The final goal is happiness. The final goal is contentment. The final goal is recovery.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

This is why those “I’m so depressed I can’t write nobody loves me” posts, especially from people (roleplayers) who are undeniably popular, make me so damn crazy. Particularly since the expected response isn’t “maybe you should be doing something that makes you feel better” but “OMG I LOVE YOU I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU”.<\/p>\n

Fuck that. That is not what I need to hear when I’m depressed. It may be what I \/want\/ to hear, but getting what you \/want\/ is usually a recipe for making a mental illness worse. You want to ask me what’s wrong? Yes, good, do that. You want to point out to me that I’m being illogical and idiotic? Yes, good, do that.<\/p>\n

Don’t sit there and give me the inverse ego-boosting I’m begging for; ultimately when you stop, because you have your own damn life, I’m going to fall right back down and be even worse, because I’ve based my mood on your presence.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

dionthesocialist: I think tumblr has left a lot of us emotionally stunted. This is a great community for empowerment, catharsis, or coping, but those things aren\u2019t recovery in and of themselves. Comparatively, they\u2019re easy when compared to the painful self-reflection and real-world scenarios you\u2019ll have to encounter on the road to true recovery. Not only … Continue reading <\/span> →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[3139,3138],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25766"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=25766"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25766\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=25766"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=25766"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=25766"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}