{"id":26162,"date":"2013-07-11T02:44:21","date_gmt":"2013-07-11T02:44:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2013\/07\/11\/i-hate-losing-people-i-hate-not-knowing-if-im\/"},"modified":"2013-07-11T02:44:21","modified_gmt":"2013-07-11T02:44:21","slug":"i-hate-losing-people-i-hate-not-knowing-if-im","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2013\/07\/11\/i-hate-losing-people-i-hate-not-knowing-if-im\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"

I hate losing people. I hate not knowing if I’m ever going to talk to that person again, if silence means death or merely distraction. I hate that I sink my heart into someone, knowing I’ll never get it back and not caring, and they run off with it, not caring. I hate that I love, and I have to love, and I’ll never stop loving, and that it hurts so damn much.<\/p>\n

My heart buds off little pieces I put in other people’s hands. I know they won’t care for it but if I don’t give then what am I?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I hate losing people. I hate not knowing if I’m ever going to talk to that person again, if silence means death or merely distraction. I hate that I sink my heart into someone, knowing I’ll never get it back and not caring, and they run off with it, not caring. I hate that I … Continue reading <\/span> →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[33],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26162"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=26162"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26162\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=26162"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=26162"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=26162"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}