{"id":26808,"date":"2013-06-18T06:24:26","date_gmt":"2013-06-18T06:24:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2013\/06\/18\/gadgeteerphilanthropist-iamthefirechild-i-13\/"},"modified":"2013-06-18T06:24:26","modified_gmt":"2013-06-18T06:24:26","slug":"gadgeteerphilanthropist-iamthefirechild-i-13","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2013\/06\/18\/gadgeteerphilanthropist-iamthefirechild-i-13\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"http:\/\/gadgeteerphilanthropist.tumblr.com\/post\/53259505544\/iamthefirechild-i-dont-know-i-dont\">gadgeteerphilanthropist<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"http:\/\/iamthefirechild.tumblr.com\/post\/53258555564\/gadgeteerphilanthropist-iamthefirechild\">iamthefirechild<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p>I don\u2019t know. I don\u2019t \u2014 something is\u00a0\/wrong\/, and I just \u2014 you\u2019re safe. \/You\u2019re\/ safe. You\u2019re not \u2014 so just \u2014 I need to not think. I need to stop thinking. Turn me off. *almost vibrating, now, body tense and very wound up* You did ask me, I don\u2019t understand that. I\u2019m trying to think about something else. Talk to me about that, about what you were thinking about \u2014 that key.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>*moves behind her to rub her shoulders*\u00a0 Heh.\u00a0 I didn\u2019t know how to just\u2026ask like a normal person.\u00a0 You know me; when do I ever know how to do that?\u00a0 So I went for the kind of clever, kind of endearing route, and you got an expensive trinket out of it.\u00a0 After all, if I was a mayor, I\u2019m pretty damn sure I\u2019d have given you the key to the city by now.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>*twists her fingers together distractedly* I was &#8212; am &#8212; a little jealous, you know &#8212; you built whole floors for your teammates. *one shoulder twitches, a very stiff shrug* I don&#8217;t deserve you &#8212; how hard you&#8217;re trying, I can see it. I should tell you more often &#8212; I notice.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>gadgeteerphilanthropist: iamthefirechild: I don\u2019t know. I don\u2019t \u2014 something is\u00a0\/wrong\/, and I just \u2014 you\u2019re safe. \/You\u2019re\/ safe. You\u2019re not \u2014 so just \u2014 I need to not think. I need to stop thinking. Turn me off. *almost vibrating, now, body tense and very wound up* You did ask me, I don\u2019t understand that. I\u2019m &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2013\/06\/18\/gadgeteerphilanthropist-iamthefirechild-i-13\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\"><\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[10,199],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26808"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=26808"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26808\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=26808"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=26808"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=26808"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}