{"id":26809,"date":"2013-06-18T05:50:00","date_gmt":"2013-06-18T05:50:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2013\/06\/18\/gadgeteerphilanthropist-iamthefirechild-56\/"},"modified":"2013-06-18T05:50:00","modified_gmt":"2013-06-18T05:50:00","slug":"gadgeteerphilanthropist-iamthefirechild-56","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2013\/06\/18\/gadgeteerphilanthropist-iamthefirechild-56\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"

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iamthefirechild<\/a>:<\/p>\n

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I don\u2019t know. Distract me? Science at me. I need \u2014 the more I think about it the worse it gets. I can\u2019t sit still.<\/div>\n<\/blockquote>\n

\u2026How \u2018bout we just take Sassy and Boris for a walk?\u00a0 That\u2019d probably help the whole \u2018can\u2019t sit still\u2019 thing more than me rambling at you, and watching people react to an otter on a harness is usually good for a laugh.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

*shakes her head sharply* No. No. I don\u2019t want to be around people. I can\u2019t be \u2014 the extra input \u2014 it would be too much.\u00a0*speaks faster and faster and twitches under his hands*\u00a0<\/span>I would lose it. I think I\u2019ve already lost it. I shouldn\u2019t\u2019ve bothered you. I should\u2019ve just \u2014 by myself \u2014 I\u2019m sorry. I\u2019m sorry.<\/span><\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

*startled*\u00a0 What\u2014Summer\u2014Sunshine, calm down.\u00a0 *rubs her shoulders*\u00a0 Sunshine, you live here.\u00a0 Because I asked you.\u00a0 I\u2019d say that\u2019s pretty far away from bothering me.\u00a0 Just\u2014what do you need me to do?<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

I don’t know. I don’t — something is\u00a0\/wrong\/, and I just — you’re safe. \/You’re\/ safe. You’re not — so just — I need to not think. I need to stop thinking. Turn me off. *almost vibrating, now, body tense and very wound up* You did ask me, I don’t understand that. I’m trying to think about something else. Talk to me about that, about what you were thinking about — that key.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

gadgeteerphilanthropist: iamthefirechild: gadgeteerphilanthropist: iamthefirechild: I don\u2019t know. Distract me? Science at me. I need \u2014 the more I think about it the worse it gets. I can\u2019t sit still. \u2026How \u2018bout we just take Sassy and Boris for a walk?\u00a0 That\u2019d probably help the whole \u2018can\u2019t sit still\u2019 thing more than me rambling at you, … Continue reading <\/span> →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[10,199],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26809"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=26809"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26809\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=26809"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=26809"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=26809"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}