{"id":30596,"date":"2013-02-01T18:53:25","date_gmt":"2013-02-01T18:53:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2013\/02\/01\/sometimes-when-im-lying-in-bed-trying-to-sleep\/"},"modified":"2013-02-01T18:53:25","modified_gmt":"2013-02-01T18:53:25","slug":"sometimes-when-im-lying-in-bed-trying-to-sleep","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2013\/02\/01\/sometimes-when-im-lying-in-bed-trying-to-sleep\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span>Sometimes, when I&#8217;m lying in bed trying to sleep, I think about you. I wonder how you&#8217;re doing. If you think of me at all. Why you shut me away. (I&#8217;m selfish, I have those thoughts.)<\/span><\/p>\n<p>I think of you. And I miss you. The way you made me smile. The way you write. The little things you shared about your life. We don&#8217;t say much about our lives often here, amongst the roleplay. Not obviously, anyway. But things slip through, and I know life is no easier for you than it is for me,<\/p>\n<p>You made my life a little easier, and I miss that. (I&#8217;m selfish that way.)<\/p>\n<p>I never got to say goodbye; you just disappeared. It&#8217;s a hole in my heart. I made a little space for you, and you aren&#8217;t there anymore. So I miss you.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Sometimes, when I&#8217;m lying in bed trying to sleep, I think about you. I wonder how you&#8217;re doing. If you think of me at all. Why you shut me away. (I&#8217;m selfish, I have those thoughts.) I think of you. And I miss you. The way you made me smile. The way you write. The &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2013\/02\/01\/sometimes-when-im-lying-in-bed-trying-to-sleep\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\"><\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[3623,2291,3577,3250],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30596"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=30596"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30596\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=30596"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=30596"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=30596"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}