{"id":31640,"date":"2012-12-08T07:42:43","date_gmt":"2012-12-08T07:42:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2012\/12\/08\/iamvictor-roth-iamthefirechild-41\/"},"modified":"2012-12-08T07:42:43","modified_gmt":"2012-12-08T07:42:43","slug":"iamvictor-roth-iamthefirechild-41","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2012\/12\/08\/iamvictor-roth-iamthefirechild-41\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"http:\/\/iamvictor-roth.tumblr.com\/post\/37462483361\/iamthefirechild-iamvictor-roth\">iamvictor-roth<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"http:\/\/iamthefirechild.tumblr.com\/post\/37462343822\/iamvictor-roth-iamthefirechild\">iamthefirechild<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"http:\/\/iamvictor-roth.tumblr.com\/post\/37462052492\/iamthefirechild-iamvictor-roth\">iamvictor-roth<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"http:\/\/iamthefirechild.tumblr.com\/post\/37461882072\/iamvictor-roth-iamthefirechild\">iamthefirechild<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p>\u201cI said we could.\u201d She smirked at him, laughing. \u201cIf we keep doing what we were doing last night, then definitely. But it\u2019s a lot easier to handle bonded emotions than almost any other. They aren\u2019t obtrusive, and they don\u2019t affect me physically.\u201d Summer\u2019s eyes went distant for a moment. \u201cIt\u2019s the people I\u2019m not bonded to that are the problem, that way. Someone else\u2019s pain, someone else\u2019s desire, someone else\u2019s desperate hope. You asked, why have I been alone so much? That\u2019s why.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>\u201cWait, so is it based in sexual arousal? Intimacy? both the romantic or non romantic sort.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Victor looked down for a moment. \u201cI wish there was something I could do,\u201d he mumbled almost inaudibly. He looked up at her then, questioning and curiosity in his eyes. \u201cHave you ever given your emotions to other people?\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>\u201cVictor, darling, I do search-and-rescue and crowd control for SHIELD. Yes, I can project.\u201d Summer propped her elbows on the table and looked at him over her hands. \u201cI don\u2019t understand what you mean. What is it you \/want\/ to do? I\u2019m not exactly suffering anymore. I have a job, there are people who see my abilities as useful but allow me to say no, and now there\u2019s you.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>\u201cYou\u2019re with SHIELD?\u201d Victor whistled, \u201cWell my thought process was that should something become difficult again, I\u2019d be willing to \u2018relieve\u2019 you of some of the emotion. I\u2019ve been to dark places so I wouldn\u2019t mind, and I\u2019m immortal in practically every way.\u201d He shrugged, realizing that he probably sounded a little ridiculous. \u201cI\u2019m sorry it\u2019s probably not one of my better ideas.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He looked down. \u201cWhat do you mean, and now there\u2019s me?\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>&#8220;You seem pretty intent on being part of my life. So, you know,&#8221; Summer turned her hands out, &#8220;I&#8217;m completely content to let that happen. And not be &#8230; alone, anymore. I&#8217;m &#8230; not afraid of darkness. Of shadows. I&#8217;ve &#8230; &#8221; She took a deep breath, holding his eyes. &#8220;Killed people. Victor. I&#8217;m not really a good person.&#8221;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>iamvictor-roth: iamthefirechild: iamvictor-roth: iamthefirechild: \u201cI said we could.\u201d She smirked at him, laughing. \u201cIf we keep doing what we were doing last night, then definitely. But it\u2019s a lot easier to handle bonded emotions than almost any other. They aren\u2019t obtrusive, and they don\u2019t affect me physically.\u201d Summer\u2019s eyes went distant for a moment. \u201cIt\u2019s &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2012\/12\/08\/iamvictor-roth-iamthefirechild-41\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\"><\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[10,1052,3789],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/31640"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=31640"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/31640\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=31640"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=31640"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=31640"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}