{"id":31927,"date":"2012-11-26T06:20:32","date_gmt":"2012-11-26T06:20:32","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2012\/11\/26\/iamvictor-roth-iamthefirechild-97\/"},"modified":"2012-11-26T06:20:32","modified_gmt":"2012-11-26T06:20:32","slug":"iamvictor-roth-iamthefirechild-97","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2012\/11\/26\/iamvictor-roth-iamthefirechild-97\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"

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iamvictor-roth<\/a><\/strong> replied to your post<\/a><\/strong>:<\/span> Really? I have to say I concur with whoever has told you that you are beautiful.<\/a><\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

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sorry if I\u2019ve offended you\u2026<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

No! I\u2019m not offended.<\/p>\n

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wonderful, I tend to have odd moments where I speak my mind unfiltered sometimes.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

Oh, that\u2019s fine. I\u2019m the same way.<\/p>\n

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I just \u2026 don\u2019t ever, no matter what anyone tells me, think of myself that way. In my mind I\u2019m still the awkward eighteen-year-old who can\u2019t let herself get close to people.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

18? I never woulda guessed.<\/p>\n

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I know what you mean though about not being able to get close to people though\u2026<\/p>\n

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That was \u2026 a long time ago. There are just some things I can\u2019t forget. Things that get marked into your soul no matter what you do to erase them.<\/p>\n

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Yeah, believe me, I know how you feel. These things shape us whether we want them to or not\u2026I\u2019ve tried to make the best of it yknow?<\/p>\n

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So that\u2019s one of my not-so-secret secrets. You asked.<\/p>\n

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I\u2019m sorry. I shouldn\u2019t have continued, I see that I\u2019ve brought you down.\u00a0<\/p>\n

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Thank you for sharing with me.<\/p>\n

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No, please \u2014 don\u2019t.<\/p>\n

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Please don\u2019t hurt yourself on my crazy. I know I\u2019m not normal, I\u2019m not \u2026 a good person, but it\u2019s not your fault.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

Don\u2019t worry about me, it takes a lot from a certain kind of person to make me feel pain. I didn\u2019t hit myself too hard so no worries.\u00a0<\/p>\n

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I\u2019m a bad person too, and I\u2019m no good at hiding it really.\u00a0<\/p>\n

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But if you ever want to talk I\u2019d be more than happy to listen.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

I\u2019ve talked myself in circles. I just hate thinking about it. It\u2019s just \u2014 it\u2019s a thing, that\u2019s there, and everybody wants me to \/talk\/ about it like that\u2019s going to change thirty years of not liking myself.<\/p>\n

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I know what I am, I know what I look like. I\u2019m not nice, I\u2019m not good, I\u2019m not lovable, I just have to accept it.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

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Well, personally, I\u2019ve noticed that those that think they aren\u2019t lovable usually are. But who the hell am I right?<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

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