{"id":33101,"date":"2012-10-11T07:43:28","date_gmt":"2012-10-11T07:43:28","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2012\/10\/11\/theironaudi-23\/"},"modified":"2012-10-11T07:43:28","modified_gmt":"2012-10-11T07:43:28","slug":"theironaudi-23","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2012\/10\/11\/theironaudi-23\/","title":{"rendered":"@theironaudi"},"content":{"rendered":"

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iamthefirechild<\/a>:<\/p>\n

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iamthefirechild<\/a>:<\/p>\n

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It sounds like the kind of person the world needs more of. *tips head to the side, looking up at Tony* And now \u2026 you don\u2019t let yourself trust at all? Everyone wants something of you, no one is simply good?<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

It is a rare situation when I trust someone fully without at least questioning their motives. Or myself.<\/p>\n

And I think those closest to me can sense it.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

Why would you question yourself? You don\u2019t deserve good things anymore? Endless punishment, for a simple mistake?<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

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Why not punish myself? I\u2019m not the hero, I\u2019ve been quite the opposite.<\/p>\n

I just\u2026 I don\u2019t know. Okay?<\/p>\n

God I need another drink.<\/strike><\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

*closes her eyes and a tear slides down her face* So much pain. You just \u2026 \/so\/ much. Why so \/much\/? As if no good thing you ever did could be set against it. Such a terrible shadow.<\/p>\n

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You who saved us all \u2026 and this is how you repay yourself.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

Please. Don\u2019t cry for me. I am not<\/em> a hero. No one understands that<\/strike>.<\/p>\n

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Yinsen. He was a hero.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

You won’t cry for your pain. I can’t help it. It’s … you’re hurting so much, and I can’t help but hear it, share it. What is a hero anyway? A person who is willing to give up their life for others?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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