{"id":33102,"date":"2012-10-11T07:29:38","date_gmt":"2012-10-11T07:29:38","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2012\/10\/11\/theironaudi-24\/"},"modified":"2012-10-11T07:29:38","modified_gmt":"2012-10-11T07:29:38","slug":"theironaudi-24","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2012\/10\/11\/theironaudi-24\/","title":{"rendered":"@theironaudi"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"http:\/\/theironaudi.tumblr.com\/post\/33354320179\/theironaudi\">theironaudi<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"http:\/\/iamthefirechild.tumblr.com\/post\/33354187058\/theironaudi\">iamthefirechild<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"http:\/\/theironaudi.tumblr.com\/post\/33354074127\/theironaudi\">theironaudi<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"http:\/\/iamthefirechild.tumblr.com\/post\/33353983040\/theironaudi\">iamthefirechild<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p>It sounds like the kind of person the world needs more of. *tips head to the side, looking up at Tony* And now \u2026 you don\u2019t let yourself trust at all? Everyone wants something of you, no one is simply good?<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>It is a rare situation when I trust someone fully without at least questioning their motives. Or myself.<\/p>\n<p>And I think those closest to me can sense it.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>Why would you question yourself? You don\u2019t deserve good things anymore? Endless punishment, for a simple mistake?<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/media.tumblr.com\/tumblr_mbpwitLkww1rxaux9.gif\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Why not punish myself? I\u2019m not the hero, I\u2019ve been quite the opposite.<\/p>\n<p>I just\u2026 I don\u2019t know. Okay?<\/p>\n<p><strike>God I need another drink.<\/strike><\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>*closes her eyes and a tear slides down her face* So much pain. You just &#8230; \/so\/ much. Why so \/much\/? As if no good thing you ever did could be set against it. Such a terrible shadow.<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/media.tumblr.com\/tumblr_mbpwr4VVm01rs8qze.gif\" \/><\/p>\n<p>You who saved us all &#8230; and this is how you repay yourself.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>theironaudi: iamthefirechild: theironaudi: iamthefirechild: It sounds like the kind of person the world needs more of. *tips head to the side, looking up at Tony* And now \u2026 you don\u2019t let yourself trust at all? Everyone wants something of you, no one is simply good? It is a rare situation when I trust someone fully &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2012\/10\/11\/theironaudi-24\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">@theironaudi<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[10,3898,3250],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33102"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=33102"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33102\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=33102"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=33102"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=33102"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}