{"id":33103,"date":"2012-10-11T07:18:57","date_gmt":"2012-10-11T07:18:57","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2012\/10\/11\/theironaudi-25\/"},"modified":"2012-10-11T07:18:57","modified_gmt":"2012-10-11T07:18:57","slug":"theironaudi-25","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2012\/10\/11\/theironaudi-25\/","title":{"rendered":"@theironaudi"},"content":{"rendered":"

theironaudi<\/a>:<\/p>\n

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iamthefirechild<\/a>:<\/p>\n

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theironaudi<\/a>:<\/p>\n

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iamthefirechild<\/a>:<\/p>\n

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theironaudi<\/a>:<\/p>\n

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iamthefirechild<\/a>:<\/p>\n

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*touches his arm lightly* It\u2019s not given to us to know the count of the living.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

If I hadn\u2019t been so naive\u2026 Jesus.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

If you hadn\u2019t believed people were good? If you hadn\u2019t counted them by the weight of your own heart? If you hadn\u2019t been someone who could trust?<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

\u2026<\/p>\n

More or less\u2026 As bad as that sounds.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

It sounds like the kind of person the world needs more of. *tips head to the side, looking up at Tony* And now \u2026 you don\u2019t let yourself trust at all? Everyone wants something of you, no one is simply good?<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

It is a rare situation when I trust someone fully without at least questioning their motives. Or myself.<\/p>\n

And I think those closest to me can sense it.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

Why would you question yourself? You don’t deserve good things anymore? Endless punishment, for a simple mistake?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

theironaudi: iamthefirechild: theironaudi: iamthefirechild: theironaudi: iamthefirechild: *touches his arm lightly* It\u2019s not given to us to know the count of the living. If I hadn\u2019t been so naive\u2026 Jesus. If you hadn\u2019t believed people were good? If you hadn\u2019t counted them by the weight of your own heart? If you hadn\u2019t been someone who could … Continue reading @theironaudi<\/span> →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[10,4018,3250],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33103"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=33103"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33103\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=33103"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=33103"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=33103"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}