{"id":33105,"date":"2012-10-11T06:58:20","date_gmt":"2012-10-11T06:58:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2012\/10\/11\/theironaudi-27\/"},"modified":"2012-10-11T06:58:20","modified_gmt":"2012-10-11T06:58:20","slug":"theironaudi-27","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2012\/10\/11\/theironaudi-27\/","title":{"rendered":"@theironaudi"},"content":{"rendered":"

theironaudi<\/a>:<\/p>\n

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iamthefirechild<\/a>:<\/p>\n

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theironaudi<\/a>:<\/p>\n

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iamthefirechild<\/a>:<\/p>\n

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theironaudi<\/a>:<\/p>\n

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Had a few drinks. Few too many, with the day I had, I guess. When I do that, the past has a way of creeping up on me\u2026 I\u2019m not sure what else there is to say, honestly. Or how to say it.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

Someone you didn\u2019t save? Someone you couldn\u2019t save, maybe. That\u2019s \u2026 a lot of guilt.\u00a0<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

I\u2026 Yeah. A good man. A great man.<\/p>\n

And more than that, people I indirectly harmed. So many people.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

*touches his arm lightly* It\u2019s not given to us to know the count of the living.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

If I hadn\u2019t been so naive\u2026 Jesus.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

If you hadn’t believed people were good? If you hadn’t counted them by the weight of your own heart? If you hadn’t been someone who could trust?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

theironaudi: iamthefirechild: theironaudi: iamthefirechild: theironaudi: Had a few drinks. Few too many, with the day I had, I guess. When I do that, the past has a way of creeping up on me\u2026 I\u2019m not sure what else there is to say, honestly. Or how to say it. Someone you didn\u2019t save? Someone you couldn\u2019t … Continue reading @theironaudi<\/span> →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[10,4018,3250],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33105"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=33105"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33105\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=33105"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=33105"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=33105"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}