{"id":33106,"date":"2012-10-11T06:47:59","date_gmt":"2012-10-11T06:47:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2012\/10\/11\/theironaudi-28\/"},"modified":"2012-10-11T06:47:59","modified_gmt":"2012-10-11T06:47:59","slug":"theironaudi-28","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2012\/10\/11\/theironaudi-28\/","title":{"rendered":"@theironaudi"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"http:\/\/theironaudi.tumblr.com\/post\/33353297643\/theironaudi\">theironaudi<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"http:\/\/iamthefirechild.tumblr.com\/post\/33353192371\/theironaudi\">iamthefirechild<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"http:\/\/theironaudi.tumblr.com\/post\/33353069996\/theironaudi\">theironaudi<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"http:\/\/iamthefirechild.tumblr.com\/post\/33352924342\/theironaudi\">iamthefirechild<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"http:\/\/theironaudi.tumblr.com\/post\/33352816821\/theironaudi\">theironaudi<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p>I\u2019m not really used to doing that. Talking about things\u2026\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>I don\u2019t know\u2026<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/media.tumblr.com\/tumblr_mbptseBU3O1rxaux9.gif\" \/><\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>It doesn\u2019t have to make sense to me. I mean *blows a frustrated raspberry* you can just ramble, and I\u2019ll listen, and afterwards you\u2019ll feel better and can get back to work. I really do think it will help.<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/media.tumblr.com\/tumblr_mbptz7Smyi1rs8qze.gif\" \/><\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>Had a few drinks. Few too many, with the day I had, I guess. When I do that, the past has a way of creeping up on me\u2026 I\u2019m not sure what else there is to say, honestly. Or how to say it.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>Someone you didn\u2019t save? Someone you couldn\u2019t save, maybe. That\u2019s \u2026 a lot of guilt.\u00a0<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>I\u2026 Yeah. A good man. A great man.<\/p>\n<p>And more than that, people I indirectly harmed. So many people.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>*touches his arm lightly* It&#8217;s not given to us to know the count of the living.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>theironaudi: iamthefirechild: theironaudi: iamthefirechild: theironaudi: I\u2019m not really used to doing that. Talking about things\u2026\u00a0 I don\u2019t know\u2026 It doesn\u2019t have to make sense to me. I mean *blows a frustrated raspberry* you can just ramble, and I\u2019ll listen, and afterwards you\u2019ll feel better and can get back to work. I really do think it &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2012\/10\/11\/theironaudi-28\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">@theironaudi<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[10,4018,3250],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33106"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=33106"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33106\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=33106"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=33106"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=33106"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}