{"id":33121,"date":"2012-10-10T06:58:33","date_gmt":"2012-10-10T06:58:33","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2012\/10\/10\/adevalokidottir-iamthefirechild-4\/"},"modified":"2012-10-10T06:58:33","modified_gmt":"2012-10-10T06:58:33","slug":"adevalokidottir-iamthefirechild-4","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2012\/10\/10\/adevalokidottir-iamthefirechild-4\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"

adevalokidottir<\/a>:<\/p>\n

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iamthefirechild<\/a>:<\/p>\n

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<\/a>adevalokidottir<\/a><\/strong> replied to your post<\/a><\/strong>: \u201cYou know, it\u2019s nights like this I wish I\u2019d\u2026<\/a><\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

\u201cWhat are you blabbing about?\u201d Marie asked as she looked down at her older sister from her spot on the roof.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

\u201cI met a demon. With Tony\u2019s face. He offered me beauty and control \u2026 \u201c<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

\u201cNow why would you want something so immature as that?\u201d Marie asked jumping down from the roof, \u201dYou look fine and you don\u2019t need control.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

\u201cIt would be nice to be able to keep you out of my head. It would be nice not to look in the mirror and doubt myself.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

\u201cEveryone doubts themselves, hell I am sure my father doubts him self ever second, but he doesn\u2019t let it take him over he grows. Youu need to get drunk hun.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

\u201cI\u2019ll just fall asleep, and believe me, that\u2019s not where I want to be right now. I\u2019m tired of hearing all of you, do you understand? I\u2019m tired of listening to feelings not my own. I don\u2019t even know what my own are anymore.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

\u201cThe train jesus stop whining. I have to hear a twisted version of myself whispering sadistic shit about dragging my soul into the darkness everyday of my life I just block it out.\u201d Putting her face in her palm, Marie sighed.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

“Ah. Yes. You would think it’s so simple, wouldn’t you? Suck it up, Summer, your life isn’t bad. Just block it out, stop whining.” She called a little fire into her hand, dancing it over her knuckles like a magician with a coin. “Soooo easy, just ignore, just slide away, let the shadows overwhelm you; nobody cares, after all, what becomes of you. What do you need with a soul? You’re a killer, you’ve always been a killer. You’ll never be anything but a killer.”<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

adevalokidottir: iamthefirechild: adevalokidottir: iamthefirechild: adevalokidottir: iamthefirechild: adevalokidottir replied to your post: \u201cYou know, it\u2019s nights like this I wish I\u2019d\u2026 \u201cWhat are you blabbing about?\u201d Marie asked as she looked down at her older sister from her spot on the roof. \u201cI met a demon. With Tony\u2019s face. He offered me beauty and control \u2026 … Continue reading <\/span> →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[10,3966],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33121"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=33121"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33121\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=33121"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=33121"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=33121"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}