{"id":33746,"date":"2012-09-23T07:42:06","date_gmt":"2012-09-23T07:42:06","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2012\/09\/23\/gadgeteerphilanthropist-iamthefirechild-126\/"},"modified":"2012-09-23T07:42:06","modified_gmt":"2012-09-23T07:42:06","slug":"gadgeteerphilanthropist-iamthefirechild-126","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2012\/09\/23\/gadgeteerphilanthropist-iamthefirechild-126\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"http:\/\/gadgeteerphilanthropist.tumblr.com\/post\/32109848600\/iamthefirechild-replied-to-your-post\">gadgeteerphilanthropist<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p><strong><a href=\"http:\/\/iamthefirechild.tumblr.com\/\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/media.tumblr.com\/avatar_ea7edbb59fec_16.png\" \/><\/a><\/strong> <strong><a href=\"http:\/\/iamthefirechild.tumblr.com\/\">iamthefirechild<\/a><\/strong> replied to your <strong><a href=\"http:\/\/gadgeteerphilanthropist.tumblr.com\/post\/32109011371\/iamthefirechild-replied-to-your-post\">post<\/a><\/strong><span>:<\/span> <em><strong><a href=\"http:\/\/gadgeteerphilanthropist.tumblr.com\/post\/32109011371\/iamthefirechild-replied-to-your-post\">iamthefirechild replied to your post:\u2026<\/a><\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<blockquote><p>*sighs and closes the netbook, rubbing at her forehead* You\u2019ve never seen me get mad. And I hate lies and concealment more than anything.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>\u2018I feel like I can\u2019t reach you now.\u2019\u00a0 *parroted back at her verbatim, as he turns the simulation off and leans on the projection table*\u00a0 Because my sexual eagerness has a lot to do with that.\u00a0 *shrugs casually*\u00a0 Or maybe it does.\u00a0 This is me, after all.\u00a0 I\u2019m kinda hard to reach.\u00a0 *and it\u2019s stupid and he knows she didn\u2019t mean it that way and it\u2019s illogical, but it\u2019s there*<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>*flinches* You are hard to reach. But that&#8217;s &#8230; I mean &#8230; *very low* It was like being wrapped in cotton. I couldn&#8217;t feel, I &#8230; I don&#8217;t even know how to explain it to you, and it&#8217;s just an excuse, anyway. You&#8217;re right. You came and saved me, and I haven&#8217;t even thanked you properly, or anything, and then I made you &#8230; sleep with me just to make me feel better, which is selfish *resisting tears now* and dammit, now I&#8217;m going to cry which is selfish too because you&#8217;ll think I&#8217;m trying to manipulate you and I swear Tony, I&#8217;m not, I just &#8230; I love you, and I know you don&#8217;t love me that way, I know it, but all I could think of when they had me was &#8212; *stops and just gulps, then whispers* What do you want me to say?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>gadgeteerphilanthropist: iamthefirechild replied to your post: iamthefirechild replied to your post:\u2026 *sighs and closes the netbook, rubbing at her forehead* You\u2019ve never seen me get mad. And I hate lies and concealment more than anything. \u2018I feel like I can\u2019t reach you now.\u2019\u00a0 *parroted back at her verbatim, as he turns the simulation off and &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2012\/09\/23\/gadgeteerphilanthropist-iamthefirechild-126\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\"><\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[199,140],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33746"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=33746"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33746\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=33746"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=33746"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=33746"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}