{"id":33748,"date":"2012-09-23T05:20:15","date_gmt":"2012-09-23T05:20:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2012\/09\/23\/its-okay-does-it-at-least-make-you-feel-a-little\/"},"modified":"2012-09-23T05:20:15","modified_gmt":"2012-09-23T05:20:15","slug":"its-okay-does-it-at-least-make-you-feel-a-little","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2012\/09\/23\/its-okay-does-it-at-least-make-you-feel-a-little\/","title":{"rendered":"It&#8217;s okay. Does it at least make you feel a little better? To talk about it?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Sometimes. Even when I try to be off the drugs, I make an effort to see someone, someone trained, at least every couple months. Since &#8230; well, since a lot of things, but mostly in the two years since I last tried to kill myself, I go much more often.<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t often talk about it to people I consider my friends. I &#8230; warn them, sometimes, but to push the whole tangled mess of this onto them seems a bit unfair. It&#8217;s not an act of friendship, to my mind. But to listen to them, help them &#8230; yeah, it&#8217;s a bit screwy.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Sometimes. Even when I try to be off the drugs, I make an effort to see someone, someone trained, at least every couple months. Since &#8230; well, since a lot of things, but mostly in the two years since I last tried to kill myself, I go much more often. I don&#8217;t often talk about &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2012\/09\/23\/its-okay-does-it-at-least-make-you-feel-a-little\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">It&#8217;s okay. Does it at least make you feel a little better? To talk about it?<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[4,3238,414],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33748"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=33748"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33748\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=33748"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=33748"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=33748"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}