{"id":34480,"date":"2012-08-29T10:00:29","date_gmt":"2012-08-29T10:00:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2012\/08\/29\/prying-adevalokidottir-2\/"},"modified":"2012-08-29T10:00:29","modified_gmt":"2012-08-29T10:00:29","slug":"prying-adevalokidottir-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2012\/08\/29\/prying-adevalokidottir-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Prying | @adevalokidottir"},"content":{"rendered":"

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iamthefirechild<\/a>:<\/p>\n

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adevalokidottir<\/a>:<\/p>\n

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\u201cYou\u2019ll never know the difference, luv. Or maybe you\u2019d prefer to be feeling this as I sew you up? We can sit here and compare the length of our pain all day, but unless you stop being cryptic and give me some truth, little sister, you\u2019ll never know if physical or emotional pain hurts more.\u201d Summer didn\u2019t look up into the other girl\u2019s face, watching her hands move across the bloody skin.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

She hissed, her ego starting to show up more and more, \u201dYou think I care, I dug a bullet out my fucking ribs, I don\u2019t care, I have been shot stabbed thrown from windows, I don\u2019t care, I have been lied to, abused, raped, and cheated, I don\u2019t fucking care, if I feel like being cryptic guess what I will, I call you \u2018sister\u2019 out of respect, but don\u2019t think I won\u2019t take that back and start calling you whiny bitch instead.\u201d She said, her teeth bared.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

Pressing a bandage firmly over the few stitches, Summer rinsed her hands and folded her arms while Deva ranted. \u201cIs it that frightening, that someone cares about you, wants to know you\u2019re well? Loki\u2019s daughter?\u201d She watched, head tipped to one side. \u201cThat bad that someone can see into you?\u201d<\/p>\n

Very softly, she added, \u201cWhy does it frighten you that I care?\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

\u201cIt doesn\u2019t frighten me,\u201d She said inhaling, \u201dIt annoys me, so many say they care and yet none are present. You try and make it seem like you are sincere with being able to see into me, I only see it as teasing, as rubbing in my face that I’m readable. It pisses me off to the extremely and really makes me want to either kill you or break you.\u201d She said fixing her suit and getting off the counter, \u201dI don\u2019t need you to care for me, I never asked you to.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

Summer spread her arms wide. “Break me, then. Take back what you need. Just remember this: \/you\/ chose to name me as a sister, without considering what that might mean. \/This\/ is what it means. That I care, and will care, and won’t ever stop caring. I’ll pick you up when you ask, and let you fall when you need, and carry every burden I can for you.”<\/p>\n

Always the broken ones, she thought.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

adevalokidottir: iamthefirechild: adevalokidottir: iamthefirechild: \u201cYou\u2019ll never know the difference, luv. Or maybe you\u2019d prefer to be feeling this as I sew you up? We can sit here and compare the length of our pain all day, but unless you stop being cryptic and give me some truth, little sister, you\u2019ll never know if physical or … Continue reading Prying | @adevalokidottir<\/span> →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[10,3966,4242],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/34480"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=34480"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/34480\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=34480"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=34480"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=34480"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}