{"id":34755,"date":"2012-08-26T06:15:53","date_gmt":"2012-08-26T06:15:53","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2012\/08\/26\/cuttrgrl-iamthefirechild-read-more-im\/"},"modified":"2012-08-26T06:15:53","modified_gmt":"2012-08-26T06:15:53","slug":"cuttrgrl-iamthefirechild-read-more-im","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2012\/08\/26\/cuttrgrl-iamthefirechild-read-more-im\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"

cuttrgrl<\/a>:<\/p>\n

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iamthefirechild<\/a>:<\/p>\n

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I\u2019m just. I don\u2019t even know how to respond. My mind just keeps spinning the same things around. The same things I keep saying over and over. I\u2019m not strong. I\u2019m not worth it. Why would anyone care? I just don\u2019t even. No one IRL shows the slightest amount of concern about it, so I guess I just have a difficult time believing anyone on the internet would care, either.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

Are you able to tell me the reasons why no one would care? I’m not very good at this; all I can do is say the things I know I would want to hear, the things I think would help me.<\/p>\n

Does it help to know that in an upsidedown way you are stronger than I? I’ve never been able to actually cut myself. I would hold the blade to my wrist, and press it, but never break the skin. I couldn’t face the pain. I wasn’t strong enough that way.<\/p>\n

I’m stuck staring at the screen, because even though I want to say the right thing, what would that be for you? I have to repeat myself, I think: I’m here. I care. I won’t stop caring. I know it’s hard to believe, so just keep reading it. Over and over.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

cuttrgrl: iamthefirechild: Read More I\u2019m just. I don\u2019t even know how to respond. My mind just keeps spinning the same things around. The same things I keep saying over and over. I\u2019m not strong. I\u2019m not worth it. Why would anyone care? I just don\u2019t even. No one IRL shows the slightest amount of concern … Continue reading <\/span> →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[3329,4266,4147],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/34755"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=34755"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/34755\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=34755"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=34755"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=34755"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}