{"id":35004,"date":"2012-08-15T06:27:43","date_gmt":"2012-08-15T06:27:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2012\/08\/15\/this-isnt-everything-you-are-20\/"},"modified":"2012-08-15T06:27:43","modified_gmt":"2012-08-15T06:27:43","slug":"this-isnt-everything-you-are-20","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2012\/08\/15\/this-isnt-everything-you-are-20\/","title":{"rendered":"This Isn&#8217;t Everything You Are"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"http:\/\/lokilaufeyyson.tumblr.com\/post\/29466820483\/this-isnt-everything-you-are\">lokilaufeyyson<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"http:\/\/iamthefirechild.tumblr.com\/post\/29465442821\/this-isnt-everything-you-are\">iamthefirechild<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"http:\/\/lokilaufeyyson.tumblr.com\/post\/29465178224\/this-isnt-everything-you-are\">lokilaufeyyson<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"http:\/\/iamthefirechild.tumblr.com\/post\/29464979686\/this-isnt-everything-you-are\">iamthefirechild<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"http:\/\/lokilaufeyyson.tumblr.com\/post\/29464693544\/this-isnt-everything-you-are\">lokilaufeyyson<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"http:\/\/iamthefirechild.tumblr.com\/post\/29463328390\/this-isnt-everything-you-are\">iamthefirechild<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p>She had to close her eyes against the pain of his words briefly. Sent away. Unwanted.<\/p>\n<p>She should have listened to the dream.<\/p>\n<p>Summoning up a smile, she squeezed his hand. \u201cI know I said that, but truly, you don\u2019t owe me anything. I was glad to help, even a little bit.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>\u201cWhat is the matter?\u201d He asked, seeing her expression drop, looking hurt. \u00a0\u201dBelieve me, I will be at your call, for anything you need. \u00a0You deserve that and more. \u00a0I should not have involved you at all, but Thanos threatened you and it just made me so furious that he would involved an innocent third party who had\u2014\u201d something in the way she looked at him cut him off.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>\u201cFor the last time, Loki, you didn\u2019t \u2018involve\u2019 me. I chose.\u201d Summer\u2019s lips crimped together for a moment. She pulled her hand back and folded her arms, tossing hair out of her face. \u201cNow, \u2018an innocent third party who had\u2019 what?\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>He sighed heavily. \u00a0\u201dDone nothing more than care, I suppose.\u201d \u00a0He stood, looking out into the glow of morning.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI wonder if anyone will mourn his death,\u201d he mumbled under his breath. \u00a0He wondered briefly about all the deaths that went unnoticed, every day. \u00a0And then there were those that were celebrated.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>Softly, Summer said, \u201cI do.\u201d She looked at her hands, lying on the covers. \u201cI can deal death, but it doesn\u2019t mean I like it, and it\u2019s sad that there was no way to save him from himself.\u201d She paused, blinking rapidly. \u201cEveryone should be loved.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Except me, she couldn\u2019t stop herself thinking.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>\u201cNot everyone,\u201d Loki hissed, thinking of himself. \u00a0He excused himself to wash for the day. \u00a0\u201dIs there something else I can do for you, Summer? Before you are on your way today?\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>Sudden anger shot through Summer. She flung herself out of the bed, heedless of her state of undress, and snatched at Loki&#8217;s hand, projecting love as hard as she could. Through gritted teeth, she said, &#8220;Everyone.&#8221;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>lokilaufeyyson: iamthefirechild: lokilaufeyyson: iamthefirechild: lokilaufeyyson: iamthefirechild: She had to close her eyes against the pain of his words briefly. Sent away. Unwanted. She should have listened to the dream. Summoning up a smile, she squeezed his hand. \u201cI know I said that, but truly, you don\u2019t owe me anything. I was glad to help, even &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2012\/08\/15\/this-isnt-everything-you-are-20\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">This Isn&#8217;t Everything You Are<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[10,4238,4024,1517,4274],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/35004"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=35004"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/35004\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=35004"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=35004"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=35004"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}