{"id":4628,"date":"2014-09-21T02:38:09","date_gmt":"2014-09-21T02:38:09","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2014\/09\/21\/nestinghawk-iamthefirechild-nestinghawk-2\/"},"modified":"2014-09-21T02:38:09","modified_gmt":"2014-09-21T02:38:09","slug":"nestinghawk-iamthefirechild-nestinghawk-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2014\/09\/21\/nestinghawk-iamthefirechild-nestinghawk-2\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"

nestinghawk<\/a>:<\/p>\n

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iamthefirechild<\/a>:<\/p>\n

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nestinghawk<\/a>:<\/p>\n

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iamthefirechild<\/a>:<\/p>\n

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nestinghawk<\/a>:<\/p>\n

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iamthefirechild<\/a>:<\/p>\n

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did you go\u00a0looking<\/em> for that?<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

If you meant that \u2018whack\u2019 then yes I did go look for it. I felt that it was required as you were speaking some strange gibberish. You called yourself stupid, we can\u2019t have that now. ^_^ as you\u2018re everything but stupid.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

I\u2019m really feeling the need for some proof. Every time I tab into tumblr I refresh it looking for replies from these two particular people and I feel STUPID<\/em> as hell.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

It might be silly a bit but I don\u2019t think it\u2019s stupid. To me it feels natural. It could be called obsessive in some occasions but not stupid.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

As I desperately remind myself I\u2019m not allowed to send memes to new people. Because that never ends well. People just aren\u2019t as interested as they say they are in having strangers show up in their inboxes.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

I know not everyone is\u2026 But don\u2019t count your worthiness only of those who don\u2019t answer, it\u2019s good to take notice of them but not only them. Ugh, I don\u2019t know my words, they are failing me\u2026 I know what I want to say but no idea how to write it out. Common problem for me..<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

English isn’t your first language so I guess you’re doing pretty good.<\/p>\n

It’s not even about the people who don’t answer — I just figure the inbox ate them. It’s about the people who … just, argh. They complain about not having anyone to interact with, but they’re really only interested in specific interactions. And I never fit.<\/p>\n

Pleh. Ignore me, I’m just bitching.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

nestinghawk: iamthefirechild: nestinghawk: iamthefirechild: nestinghawk: iamthefirechild: did you go\u00a0looking for that? If you meant that \u2018whack\u2019 then yes I did go look for it. I felt that it was required as you were speaking some strange gibberish. You called yourself stupid, we can\u2019t have that now. ^_^ as you\u2018re everything but stupid. I\u2019m really feeling … Continue reading <\/span> →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[93,23],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4628"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4628"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4628\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4628"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4628"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4628"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}