{"id":5847,"date":"2014-08-15T23:17:11","date_gmt":"2014-08-15T23:17:11","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2014\/08\/15\/defectumlupum-iamthefirechild-8\/"},"modified":"2014-08-15T23:17:11","modified_gmt":"2014-08-15T23:17:11","slug":"defectumlupum-iamthefirechild-8","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2014\/08\/15\/defectumlupum-iamthefirechild-8\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/defectumlupum.tumblr.com\/post\/94855908710\/iamthefirechild-defectumlupum\" class=\"tumblr_blog\">defectumlupum<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/iamthefirechild.tumblr.com\/post\/94779437234\/defectumlupum-iamthefirechild\" class=\"tumblr_blog\">iamthefirechild<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"http:\/\/defectumlupum.tumblr.com\/post\/94778358525\/iamthefirechild-defectumlupum\">defectumlupum<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"http:\/\/iamthefirechild.tumblr.com\/post\/94773760974\/defectumlupum-iamthefirechild\">iamthefirechild<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p>She pressed her lips together and huffed. \u2018first yes then no. that\u2019s playing. how do you want me to be?\u2019<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>&#8220;I\u2019m not playing. I legitimately don\u2019t know how I want to feel.&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>&#8216;that&#8217;s not how it works. you feel the way you feel and then figure out what to do about it&#8217;.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>He said nothing.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>She punched his arm again. &#8216;what do you want me to do? just take the fear away?&#8217;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>defectumlupum: iamthefirechild: defectumlupum: iamthefirechild: She pressed her lips together and huffed. \u2018first yes then no. that\u2019s playing. how do you want me to be?\u2019 &#8220;I\u2019m not playing. I legitimately don\u2019t know how I want to feel.&#8221; &#8216;that&#8217;s not how it works. you feel the way you feel and then figure out what to do about &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2014\/08\/15\/defectumlupum-iamthefirechild-8\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\"><\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5847"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5847"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5847\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5847"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5847"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5847"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}