{"id":89,"date":"2015-02-18T01:36:00","date_gmt":"2015-02-18T01:36:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2015\/02\/18\/angst-starter-masterlist\/"},"modified":"2015-02-18T01:36:00","modified_gmt":"2015-02-18T01:36:00","slug":"angst-starter-masterlist","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2015\/02\/18\/angst-starter-masterlist\/","title":{"rendered":"Angst Starter Masterlist"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&#8221; Aren&#8217;t you going to say something?&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; And I thought I loved you.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; And I thought you loved me.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Angry. I&#8217;m.. I&#8217;m angry.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Aren&#8217;t you even going to cry?&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Are you going to cry?&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Are you crying?&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Are you okay?&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Ask if I&#8217;m okay. Just ask.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; And this is why I don&#8217;t want to stay anymore.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Addiction isn&#8217;t the way to go, ___ &#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Are you angry with me?&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Are you afraid?&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; And now is the part where we say goodbye.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; And now you&#8217;re going to leave me!&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Are you just going to leave me?&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Be friends with someone else.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Boy\/Girlfriend? Is that what you thought I meant?&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Because you&#8217;re such an ass and I- I just hate you!&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; But I&#8217;ve changed.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; But you&#8217;ve changed.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Buy yourself something nice. Because I don&#8217;t want this ring.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; But.. you&#8217;re still alive?&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Can&#8217;t you just let me be happy for one?!&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Can&#8217;t you be happy for once?<br \/>\n&#8221; Can&#8217;t you just be happy for me?&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Come on, leave already!&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Coward. That&#8217;s all you are. A coward.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Do you even know what you&#8217;ve done to me?&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Do you have any remorse? &#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Don&#8217;t you dare close your eyes on me!&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Don&#8217;t you dare die.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Don&#8217;t you care about me\/her\/him\/them anymore?&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Don&#8217;t give me that look&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Don&#8217;t you want me to be happy?&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Dammit! Everything was just starting to get better and then you do this!&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Damn you.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Don&#8217;t lie to me.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Don&#8217;t like to him\/her\/them.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Dammit.. Fuck! Fuck, fuck, fuck! You fucking ass!&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Everything is fucked up now- everything is fucked because of you!&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Everything&#8217;s gone to hell.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Everyone hates me.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Everyone hates you.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Everything hurts.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Everything&#8217;s going to be okay.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Everyone loves you, not me.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Everything is falling apart.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Everything fell apart and I can&#8217;t pick up the pieces anymore.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; For someone whose dying, you seem kind of happy.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Friends forever, right? Isn&#8217;t that what you said?&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Fuck off!&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Fuck you!&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Find a new place to live.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Find a new girlfriend\/boyfriend.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Find a new best-friend.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Fine. I&#8217;ll leave.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Forever and ever. That&#8217;s how long I said I loved you. But you never said it back.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Fucking hell, I hate you!&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Get lost!&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Get a job, you ass!&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Get out of here!&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Go get a life.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Go. Just go.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; How are you still alive?&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; How long are you going to keep this up?&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; How long until you finally get lost?&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; How about I just leave.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Hold up. You&#8217;re breaking up with me?&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Heaven doesn&#8217;t exist.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Hell is the only place we&#8217;re going to be going.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; How about you leave now?&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Is this how you&#8217;re going to treat me?&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; I can&#8217;t believe you.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; I&#8217;m a monster.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; I killed someone.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; I want to kill myself.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; I want to kill something.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; I&#8217;m running away.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; I&#8217;m leaving you.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; I can&#8217;t look at you right now.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; I hope you die!&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; I don&#8217;t understand.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; I&#8217;m so angry\/sad. But you don&#8217;t care.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; I can&#8217;t hear anything.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; I&#8217;m dying.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; I have cancer.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; I can feel the darkness coming.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; I can&#8217;t breathe.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Just joking, I don&#8217;t love you.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Just go.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Just leave me alone!&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Just fuck off.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Kill yourself. &#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Kindly get the hell away from me.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Kids? I don&#8217;t want kids.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Kind. That&#8217;s the one thing you can never manage to be.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Lie. Just lie.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Lie to me.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Life is not worth living.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Living isn&#8217;t possible.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Like I give a shit about you.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Lies are all you&#8217;re capable of.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Lay down. It&#8217;ll all be over soon.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; My heart is broken. &#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; My.. everything hurts.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; My girlfriend\/boyfriend left.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; My ____ is dead.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Man, you&#8217;re an asshole.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; My lies aren&#8217;t working anymore.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Mutt.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Many times I lay awake and wonder why I&#8217;m alive anymore.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Never again.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Never speak to me again.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; No. I won&#8217;t do it.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; No, I don&#8217;t like you like that.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; No way in hell!&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Now, now, is there really any reason to cry?&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Now and again I really start to hate you.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; No. Stop crying, just stop it.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Not how I wanted to spend my life.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Never look at me again.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; People hate me.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; People hate you.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Person? No, no. You&#8217;re not a person. You&#8217;re a robot.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; People like you sicken me.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; People like you deserve to die.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Perhaps you should just leave, then.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Piss off.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Question: why are you still here?&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Quiet. I&#8217;m getting sick of hearing your voice.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Run away. That&#8217;s what I&#8217;m doing.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; See? I hate you.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; See? You hate me.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Sometimes I wonder why you stay with me.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; So.. you hate me, then?&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; So this is how it ends.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Shoot me.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Shit&#8230;&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; So why are you still here?&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Sometimes people lie to me.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Stories are just that. Stories.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Took off with everything I had!&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Time to go.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; This is the end. It&#8217;s done.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; The story is ending now.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; This is the end.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; This is why I hate you.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Then why do you say you love me?!&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Unlike you I have friends.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Unlike me, you have friends&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Under the bed is were I have to hide from you.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Underwater is where i want me coffin to be.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221;  Utter it again and I swear I&#8217;ll kill you!&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Very mature. Cunt.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Why can&#8217;t you row up?&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Why cant you care about me?&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Why do you hate me?&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Why do I hate you?&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; What do you mean?&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; What?You&#8217;re dying?&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Why can&#8217;t you just be you.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; When am I supposed to get my time to be happy?&#8217;<br \/>\n&#8221; Well. This isn&#8217;t how it was supposed to end between us.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Whatever, you asshole.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Whenever you decide you can stand to talk to me ago, please do.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Well. I hate you now.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8221; Well, you hate me now.&#8221;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8221; Aren&#8217;t you going to say something?&#8221; &#8221; And I thought I loved you.&#8221; &#8221; And I thought you loved me.&#8221; &#8221; Angry. I&#8217;m.. I&#8217;m angry.&#8221; &#8221; Aren&#8217;t you even going to cry?&#8221; &#8221; Are you going to cry?&#8221; &#8221; Are you crying?&#8221; &#8221; Are you okay?&#8221; &#8221; Ask if I&#8217;m okay. Just ask.&#8221; &#8221; &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/2015\/02\/18\/angst-starter-masterlist\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Angst Starter Masterlist<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"chat","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[29],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/89"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=89"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/89\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=89"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=89"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.firechildren.net\/lightfire\/iamthefirechild\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=89"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}