I’m just. I don’t even know how to respond. My mind just keeps spinning the same things around. The same things I keep saying over and over. I’m not strong. I’m not worth it. Why would anyone care? I just don’t even. No one IRL shows the slightest amount of concern about it, so I guess I just have a difficult time believing anyone on the internet would care, either.
Are you able to tell me the reasons why no one would care? I’m not very good at this; all I can do is say the things I know I would want to hear, the things I think would help me.
Does it help to know that in an upsidedown way you are stronger than I? I’ve never been able to actually cut myself. I would hold the blade to my wrist, and press it, but never break the skin. I couldn’t face the pain. I wasn’t strong enough that way.
I’m stuck staring at the screen, because even though I want to say the right thing, what would that be for you? I have to repeat myself, I think: I’m here. I care. I won’t stop caring. I know it’s hard to believe, so just keep reading it. Over and over.