adevalokidottir replied to your post: Ok for one I was teaching her the wicked ways of the world, I was teaching her how to protect herself mercy and two I am the middle child, I am here for both my eldest and youngest sibling. You act like you don’t want to be around people but I miss you Summer, I miss how we used to be when we moved in together and now you are shutting me out and grouping me in with everyone else.

So do you want me to just leave you alone for good then?

I want … you to trust me to come back. It helps, it does, that you’ve come to ask, to look in on me. I’m just not ready yet. I’m still cutting myself on the jagged edges of my own thoughts.