You arrogant little shit! You wouldn’t know hubris if it /bit/ you, would you. How dare you assume she would have just gone, that you could possibly be the one to choose for her! What if she had chosen to stay? What would you have done then? What if she had tried to tell you to leave her for your own safety?
How the hell am I being arrogant?! I’m not trying to choose for ANYONE, so STOP ASSUMING THAT I AM! I would have figured something out, and I wouldn’t have left her alone!
“I should have sent her away”?! Do you not even hear yourself? She chose to stay with you! What if she had tried to tell you to leave?
Yes, I can hear myself, and you know what? I still say I should have sent her away! If she hated me for it, then fine. She would be alive, and it would have been worth every second of her hatred! If she told me to leave, I would have stayed, but I still should have sent her away, because if I stayed and did nothing more, the results would still be the same! She would still be dead!
Bad things happen! You can’t prevent them! -kind of involuntarily crying now- How do you know that by staying with you, she died sooner? Maybe she lived longer because she met you! We can’t know the count of the living! Maybe the moment you sent her away was the moment her death was sealed!
