I thought I might come back tonight, but I log in and the first thing I see is someone accusing me to someone else of driving them away from their Tony blog and I have no idea what they are talking about. I don’t have any idea, nobody ever came to me and —
I don’t get it. If you’re going to hate me, can you please hate me to my face instead of going around behind my back and libelling me?
Can you just
Why the fuck do I even try? Nobody wants me here, nobody wants me at all, I’m just a marysue with a tony stark fixation.
All the times I ask people to be honest to me, and it takes a year for me to learn this. How useless and stupid and unliked and unwanted and unneeded I am, how many people I’ve driven away, how much I suck as a writer and a roleplayer and characterisation and as a friend.
Clearly I’m just a total blight on the face of, of, of I don’t even know.
Just at least be hateful to my fucking face already.