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iamthefirechild:
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“What do you mean by cheating?” Victor asked then sighed as he took a swig from a drink. “I’m usually a decent judge of character. That and there’s something about you that draws me in. That makes me want to be around you.” He said then looked down a little self conscious at explaining his emotions.
“Empath,” she said gently. “I don’t have to worry about if I should trust people. I call it cheating.”
“Oh, I see what you mean there. Well, I read people’s facial expressions and body language pretty well. It’s not the same as being an empath but it’s served me pretty well.” He ran a hand through his medium length hair, needing to do something, to act. He wasn’t used to displaying his emotions and while he didn’t have a problem with Summer knowing them he was afraid his emotions wouldn’t be reciprocated.
“Now why does talking about this tangle you up so much?” Summer frowned a little, looking at Victor from the corner of her eye. “Fear, frustration, concern — that’s a lot of shadows, darlin’.”
Victor looked up at her momentarily surprised then he remembered her ability. “It tangles me up cos I don’t want to hurt the people I care for, which tends to happen. It’s frustrating cos I have these emotions that are holding me back that I can’t seem to shake.”
He shrugged, his chameleon eyes staring into her own eyes. “I have a lot of baggage but I like you. I like you a lot Summer.”
“If you’re worried about hurting me emotionally, then don’t. You … can’t, really. I’ve been all those places,” she looked down, picking at the grass, “heard every possible hurtful thing. If it’s about the vampirism … I think the only person who can ease your mind on that is yourself. I mean, so long as you can’t accidentally turn me, I don’t really care. Other than that, just don’t lie to me, and we’re good.”
Victor’s head snapped up and his eyes were hopeful. “I’m sorry you’ve been to all of those places and if you’re willing to put up with me….I’d love to be with you.”
He had a distant look in his eyes for a moment then he turned to her. “It’s impossible for it to happen accidentally. Even if I bit you, you wouldn’t turn. You’d have to drink my blood…So long as I don’t feed you blood, which I don’t see happening…” He stopped realizing he was rambling like an idiot. “It just could never happen on accident.”
“Be with me?” Summer’s voice went up on a squeak. “You want to … but I’m not — I mean, you’re too … um.” She was trying to hide a shy, surprised smile, ducking her head. “I thought we were still talking about being friends,” she murmured.