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Loki and the firechild

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Summer snugged one of the buckles on her chestplate a little tighter. “I’m probably the only person in the world who would trust you right now.” She shook her head a little, already-loosened hair rippling. “I must be insane. Yes, I’ll fight with you, Loki. You’ll owe me a favour, after.” Assuming we don’t get killed, she thought, a little grimly.

Laying a hand on the device he was holding out to her, she nodded. “Let’s go.”

“Trusting me may be unwise, but I suppose we shall see,” he said through a crooked smile.  They clutched the device and Loki spun it just so, locking onto the energy of Thanos.

In an instant of blinding light, they were landing rather roughly upon a desolate planet of deep black rock, the sky a haze of gray and far away stars.  There was no movement in sight.

“‘Why, this is hell, nor am I out of it’,” Summer quoted, softly. “I sure hope you know what you’re doing, liesmith.” Closing her eyes, she spread one hand out in the air, reaching.

There.

“There’s someone here, alright.” Thought and fear drew her wings to blazing life, casting brilliance over the barren rock. “Do we go to them, or they to us?”

“I am no coward,” Loki spoke just above a whisper, mostly just to convince himself.  ”We will find them.  Do you know how many?”  He cursed his own magic for being so lacking in comparison to her abilities.  It was not his style to rely on others, but this would have to do.  

He looked around quickly, wary.  The air hummed faintly, far off noises drifting to them in the heavy dark.

“Two. Close together. A blur of others, pooling together, very faint. Almost … stuttering. As if they don’t feel at all, or not much.” Summer could feel the flame, pooling in her veins, waiting to be called into death.

“Do you fly? I’m pretty sure I can’t carry you.”

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“Oh, sure,” she said wryly. “Butter me up. I hope you remember saying that when the convulsions take me in the middle of things.” Summer looked out at the stars all around. “Are you okay to do this? Go back into that? I can’t hold him off and hold you together at the same time.”

But even as she was double-checking, she was also calling her battle armour, knowing she couldn’t live with herself if she let him go out there alone.

“I do not need anyone to hold me together,” he snapped, a bit too roughly.  ”I only know that…I cannot hope to win this battle alone, and…” he wasn’t entirely sure he wanted to admit this, so the words spilled out quickly, before he could think better of it. “There is no one else willing to help me.”

It was a strange thing, how alone one could feel when you spoke the words out loud.

“Summer, my plan is this: you will pull his emotions from him, confuse him.  I will take his powers.  Only then can I hope to cast more powerful magic than he could conjure.  And I know just the thing to finish him with.  Will you fight with me?”

He held out the device, already humming softly, charging.

Summer snugged one of the buckles on her chestplate a little tighter. “I’m probably the only person in the world who would trust you right now.” She shook her head a little, already-loosened hair rippling. “I must be insane. Yes, I’ll fight with you, Loki. You’ll owe me a favour, after.” Assuming we don’t get killed, she thought, a little grimly.

Laying a hand on the device he was holding out to her, she nodded. “Let’s go.”

“Trusting me may be unwise, but I suppose we shall see,” he said through a crooked smile.  They clutched the device and Loki spun it just so, locking onto the energy of Thanos.

In an instant of blinding light, they were landing rather roughly upon a desolate planet of deep black rock, the sky a haze of gray and far away stars.  There was no movement in sight.

“‘Why, this is hell, nor am I out of it’,” Summer quoted, softly. “I sure hope you know what you’re doing, liesmith.” Closing her eyes, she spread one hand out in the air, reaching.

There.

“There’s someone here, alright.” Thought and fear drew her wings to blazing life, casting brilliance over the barren rock. “Do we go to them, or they to us?”

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“I — ” Summer started, them closed her mouth and began again. “D’you have a plan? I wouldn’t even know where to look. I’m not minded to go haring off into the wild blue yonder without at least some shape of a plan. Even for you.” That last held a slight edge.

She paced to the side of the rainbow bridge, glancing down and down. “It’s a bit out of character for you, isn’t it, being worried for someone else’s safety? Or perhaps I’m just insurance, your wild card, as it were.”

“I will be entirely honest with you, Summer.  I ask you to join me more out of my own need than concern for your safety.” That was only mostly true.  ”As it were, I don’t think I am acquainted with anyone more fit to assist me.  You have great power, do you realize that?”  He was well aware of the power of talking someone up.

“Oh, sure,” she said wryly. “Butter me up. I hope you remember saying that when the convulsions take me in the middle of things.” Summer looked out at the stars all around. “Are you okay to do this? Go back into that? I can’t hold him off and hold you together at the same time.”

But even as she was double-checking, she was also calling her battle armour, knowing she couldn’t live with herself if she let him go out there alone.

“I do not need anyone to hold me together,” he snapped, a bit too roughly.  ”I only know that…I cannot hope to win this battle alone, and…” he wasn’t entirely sure he wanted to admit this, so the words spilled out quickly, before he could think better of it. “There is no one else willing to help me.”

It was a strange thing, how alone one could feel when you spoke the words out loud.

“Summer, my plan is this: you will pull his emotions from him, confuse him.  I will take his powers.  Only then can I hope to cast more powerful magic than he could conjure.  And I know just the thing to finish him with.  Will you fight with me?”

He held out the device, already humming softly, charging.

Summer snugged one of the buckles on her chestplate a little tighter. “I’m probably the only person in the world who would trust you right now.” She shook her head a little, already-loosened hair rippling. “I must be insane. Yes, I’ll fight with you, Loki. You’ll owe me a favour, after.” Assuming we don’t get killed, she thought, a little grimly.

Laying a hand on the device he was holding out to her, she nodded. “Let’s go.”

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Summer wasn’t sure what Loki wanted, only that she’d been summoned to meet him at the shattered edge of the bifrost. What should she be for him, tonight? Did he want to drink, again? Flirt, play?

Rehearse his history?

As she flew down the remaining length of the bridge, fire-born wings trailing sparks behind her, she could see him, poised at the edge. Landing softly, she called, “Loki?”

For a moment, he was mesmerized by those graceful wings, like ethereal lights tucking themeselves back into her being.  He blinked as the rest of her came into focus.  Distracting…

“Summer.”  He greeted, nodding at her.  There was little time for formalities.  

“I need you to listen to me very carefully.  Thanos has targeted us; both of us.  You angered him last night by showing loyalty to me.  He is not one to ask questions, he will simply kill for sport.”  He took a few steps closer to her, holding out the transport device.  ”We have only one option: he must fall first.”  He looked at her with pleading eyes, as if to say, you will help me, won’t you?

“I — ” Summer started, them closed her mouth and began again. “D’you have a plan? I wouldn’t even know where to look. I’m not minded to go haring off into the wild blue yonder without at least some shape of a plan. Even for you.” That last held a slight edge.

She paced to the side of the rainbow bridge, glancing down and down. “It’s a bit out of character for you, isn’t it, being worried for someone else’s safety? Or perhaps I’m just insurance, your wild card, as it were.”

“I will be entirely honest with you, Summer.  I ask you to join me more out of my own need than concern for your safety.” That was only mostly true.  ”As it were, I don’t think I am acquainted with anyone more fit to assist me.  You have great power, do you realize that?”  He was well aware of the power of talking someone up.

“Oh, sure,” she said wryly. “Butter me up. I hope you remember saying that when the convulsions take me in the middle of things.” Summer looked out at the stars all around. “Are you okay to do this? Go back into that? I can’t hold him off and hold you together at the same time.”

But even as she was double-checking, she was also calling her battle armour, knowing she couldn’t live with herself if she let him go out there alone.

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The first warm glow of twilight was spreading over the Asgardian sky.  Loki stood very still on what was left of the bridge to the bifrost, clear green eyes idly watching the celestial bodies in the sky.  His head ached from last night’s mental battle.  His hands were clenched in uneasy fists, one gripping a stolen transportation relic.  He knew what must be done.  He only hoped they could be off before Heimdall tried to stop them.

Summer wasn’t sure what Loki wanted, only that she’d been summoned to meet him at the shattered edge of the bifrost. What should she be for him, tonight? Did he want to drink, again? Flirt, play?

Rehearse his history?

As she flew down the remaining length of the bridge, fire-born wings trailing sparks behind her, she could see him, poised at the edge. Landing softly, she called, “Loki?”

For a moment, he was mesmerized by those graceful wings, like ethereal lights tucking themeselves back into her being.  He blinked as the rest of her came into focus.  Distracting…

“Summer.”  He greeted, nodding at her.  There was little time for formalities.  

“I need you to listen to me very carefully.  Thanos has targeted us; both of us.  You angered him last night by showing loyalty to me.  He is not one to ask questions, he will simply kill for sport.”  He took a few steps closer to her, holding out the transport device.  ”We have only one option: he must fall first.”  He looked at her with pleading eyes, as if to say, you will help me, won’t you?

“I — ” Summer started, them closed her mouth and began again. “D’you have a plan? I wouldn’t even know where to look. I’m not minded to go haring off into the wild blue yonder without at least some shape of a plan. Even for you.” That last held a slight edge.

She paced to the side of the rainbow bridge, glancing down and down. “It’s a bit out of character for you, isn’t it, being worried for someone else’s safety? Or perhaps I’m just insurance, your wild card, as it were.”

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The first warm glow of twilight was spreading over the Asgardian sky.  Loki stood very still on what was left of the bridge to the bifrost, clear green eyes idly watching the celestial bodies in the sky.  His head ached from last night’s mental battle.  His hands were clenched in uneasy fists, one gripping a stolen transportation relic.  He knew what must be done.  He only hoped they could be off before Heimdall tried to stop them.

Summer wasn’t sure what Loki wanted, only that she’d been summoned to meet him at the shattered edge of the bifrost. What should she be for him, tonight? Did he want to drink, again? Flirt, play?

Rehearse his history?

As she flew down the remaining length of the bridge, fire-born wings trailing sparks behind her, she could see him, poised at the edge. Landing softly, she called, “Loki?”

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Wanting to bury her face in her hands, Summer settled for closing her eyes for a moment. “I … jumped to a conclusion, there. Sorry.” She tried to laugh. “I thought you knew all my weaknesses before we started, Loki. Isn’t that what you said?”

She looked back, green eyes to green eyes. “Can you care for someone who will always know if you truly do or not? That’s the sticking point for so many, you see, luv.”

Loki took her hand in both of his and gently lifted it to his heart.  He pressed her fingers to him and held her gaze as steadily as he could.  It was often hard for him to maintain eye contact, considering he was usually being deceitful.  

Not this time, though.

“Feel it, then.  Sift through my lies.  What do you see, fire child?”

Her eyes went half-lidded and distant, fingers flexing against his hold. “Loneliness,” she breathed. “Hope, such hope. Relief … and gratitude.” A silence that seemed long, but truly lasted only a few swift breaths. “Love.”

The word was almost inaudible.

“You do care. Why?”

A small smile played over his face.  ”Why not?”  Still holding her hand, he led her back towards the city.

“I am only cruel when it suits me, you know.  And now, I must bid you goodnight.  Tomorrow, we will decide how to defeat Thanos.  There is much to think on.”  His voice was distant now.

“So much for mischief,” she murmured. It would be a cold shower for her, surviving all that and then going in to his heart right after. Damn empathy anyway. Damn it and all its stupid side effects.

With a sigh and a gesture, she dismissed the accoutrements of a comfortable evening and allowed Loki to lead her where he would.

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“No!” She flung herself down on the beanbag. “Don’t call me that. Don’t ever. I’m not a lady. I’m not special. You wanted company, you wanted to play at desire, and that was fine, okay. Don’t play with my emotions. I’ll give you desire, I’ll give you mischief, hell, I’ll even drive off your monsters, but don’t /play/ with my heart, mister.”

“You misunderstand,” Loki furrows his brow, confused.  Here was a being who took flight with her emotions more than even he had, before…He waved those thoughts away.

“I have heard of your kind, Summer.  Fire child.  I have heard whispers of belittling words, ideas in the backs of minds of your inferiority.  Your weaknesses.  Do not think me ignorant to them.”

He wrapped his hands around her arms, gripping her tightly, forcing her to look at him.

“But do not think I listen to such things.  I don’t give a damn what you are born being, each of us can choose what we become ourselves.”  He faltered for a moment.  Can’t we?

Wanting to bury her face in her hands, Summer settled for closing her eyes for a moment. “I … jumped to a conclusion, there. Sorry.” She tried to laugh. “I thought you knew all my weaknesses before we started, Loki. Isn’t that what you said?”

She looked back, green eyes to green eyes. “Can you care for someone who will always know if you truly do or not? That’s the sticking point for so many, you see, luv.”

Loki took her hand in both of his and gently lifted it to his heart.  He pressed her fingers to him and held her gaze as steadily as he could.  It was often hard for him to maintain eye contact, considering he was usually being deceitful.  

Not this time, though.

“Feel it, then.  Sift through my lies.  What do you see, fire child?”

Her eyes went half-lidded and distant, fingers flexing against his hold. “Loneliness,” she breathed. “Hope, such hope. Relief … and gratitude.” A silence that seemed long, but truly lasted only a few swift breaths. “Love.”

The word was almost inaudible.

“You do care. Why?”

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“Why ever not?” he said, pulling back and looking her in the eye.  ”Why shouldn’t I?”  He felt all at once very out of control.  Was that dawn, fading in behind the sky?   “My lady…” He stepped away, paced anxiously as he smoothed his features back under control.

“No!” She flung herself down on the beanbag. “Don’t call me that. Don’t ever. I’m not a lady. I’m not special. You wanted company, you wanted to play at desire, and that was fine, okay. Don’t play with my emotions. I’ll give you desire, I’ll give you mischief, hell, I’ll even drive off your monsters, but don’t /play/ with my heart, mister.”

“You misunderstand,” Loki furrows his brow, confused.  Here was a being who took flight with her emotions more than even he had, before…He waved those thoughts away.

“I have heard of your kind, Summer.  Fire child.  I have heard whispers of belittling words, ideas in the backs of minds of your inferiority.  Your weaknesses.  Do not think me ignorant to them.”

He wrapped his hands around her arms, gripping her tightly, forcing her to look at him.

“But do not think I listen to such things.  I don’t give a damn what you are born being, each of us can choose what we become ourselves.”  He faltered for a moment.  Can’t we?

Wanting to bury her face in her hands, Summer settled for closing her eyes for a moment. “I … jumped to a conclusion, there. Sorry.” She tried to laugh. “I thought you knew all my weaknesses before we started, Loki. Isn’t that what you said?”

She looked back, green eyes to green eyes. “Can you care for someone who will always know if you truly do or not? That’s the sticking point for so many, you see, luv.”

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“D-don’t,” she managed, once the seizure had run its course. “C-can feel that too. Ah god it /hurts/!” Biting her lip, she strained against a resurgence, fists clenched. “‘s not your fault, L-loki. I called it … t-to me. Should have ex—expected this.” Every breath shuddered in and out, shaped by force of will.

Finally, finally, the spasms ran their course, and she sagged against him, limp and aching. “I’m sorry you had to see that,” she whispered.

His hands reached out towards her face, shaking a bit.  He pulled them back to hide that unfortunate weakness.  ”No, I should not have involved you in my…” he shook his head.  ”Please…what can I do?” he asked quietly.  Helplessness was not something he could tolerate. 

Summer rolled her shoulders, trying to ease the lingering ache. “Are you good enough to give me a massage? I’ll beg, if you want. Gods, OW.” A swift circling of her head on her neck yielding a series of pops and a sigh of relief. “And don’t let me hear you telling me what to choose again. I could have let you go. Remember that, and don’t say you involved me.

“If nothing else, please just hold me for a moment, and let me pretend you care.”

Loki said nothing to that, only frowned.  For some unknown reason, he was bothered by his reputation; that was a first.

Careful hands worked over her shoulders, down her back, gently gathering her hair out of the way, and then he was holding her to him, quietly.  Like it or not, he had involved her.  And he had been involved with worse.

Summer stifled whimpers when he hit particularly sore points, burying her face in his chest. After a moment, she came back up for air, and murmured, “Let me guess. You think I said that because of who you are.” Her voice was a little raspy, a little tired. “You think, because you’re the ‘God of Lies’,” the quote marks were audible, “I believe you can’t care.”

Suddenly, she was hugging him, fiercely. “Did I not say, about your light? Of course you can care.” Muffled against him, she added, very low, “But no one cares about a firechild.”

“Why ever not?” he said, pulling back and looking her in the eye.  ”Why shouldn’t I?”  He felt all at once very out of control.  Was that dawn, fading in behind the sky?   “My lady…” He stepped away, paced anxiously as he smoothed his features back under control.

“No!” She flung herself down on the beanbag. “Don’t call me that. Don’t ever. I’m not a lady. I’m not special. You wanted company, you wanted to play at desire, and that was fine, okay. Don’t play with my emotions. I’ll give you desire, I’ll give you mischief, hell, I’ll even drive off your monsters, but don’t /play/ with my heart, mister.”