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Secret Admirer

thenameislahey:

iamthefirechild:

Summer slipped into the house, stepping carefully so she didn’t brush him. She wasn’t sure she wanted to know what she would sense if they touched. Not yet. “Thank you.” She wanted a little of the mystery she’d created for him to remain for both of them, right now.

It was hard not to know certain things, though, now that she had opened up. Hard not to sense his unease, and understand that it wasn’t her specifically.

“A soda would be really nice.” It would give her hands something to do, so she didn’t fidget. Maybe. Already one hand was behind her back, fingers sliding through her hair. Summer put the other hand back there, too, and stepped into the living room. A couch beckoned, and she perched on the edge.

     ”Sure thing, just um, have a seat on the couch while I go grab it,” he told her before turning on his heel and heading the opposite direction and into the kitchen.  When he reentered the room, he carried a can in each hand, the metal cold against his skin, but it didn’t bother him at all.

     ”Oh shit, did you want a glass? I know some people don’t like drinking straight from the can—” he paused, waited for her response and ready to go grab one from the cupboard.

“It’s fine.” It was weird; the more his nerves showed, the less nervous she felt. She could still feel her pulse pounding in her chest, but she knew what to say, how to smile, to help him. “Relax. It’s fine.” She let the smile become self-deprecating. “I just dressed up to impress you.”

Summer patted the couch next to her. “I promised you could ask me anything.”

Secret Admirer

thenameislahey:

iamthefirechild:

Summer shook her head, slowly. “No. I go to the college. I’m a sophomore.” A little smile, secretive, curved her mouth. “You’ve never seen me before. Not to notice.”

He tasted of nerves, now, and confusion, still sweetened with that hope underneath. She thought maybe he wasn’t sure what to do with her. “Ask me anything,” she said, turning her hands palm up to him. “I know you don’t trust me yet.”

     ”Oh, cool.” Now she was hot and older — what did he do and how can he repeat it? “Um,” it went against his better judgement but he could tell she wasn’t lying else her heart would’ve skipped. She seemed genuine which worried him a bit. There had to be a catch.

     ”Did you want to come in? To talk, I mean,” he stepped aside to allow room for her to walk across the threshold of the house. “Do you want something to drink or—?” He trailed off and shoved his hands into his jean pockets to keep them from fidgeting. He had never actually had a girl over before because of whatever reason so he wasn’t entirely sure how it was supposed to work.

Summer slipped into the house, stepping carefully so she didn’t brush him. She wasn’t sure she wanted to know what she would sense if they touched. Not yet. “Thank you.” She wanted a little of the mystery she’d created for him to remain for both of them, right now.

It was hard not to know certain things, though, now that she had opened up. Hard not to sense his unease, and understand that it wasn’t her specifically.

“A soda would be really nice.” It would give her hands something to do, so she didn’t fidget. Maybe. Already one hand was behind her back, fingers sliding through her hair. Summer put the other hand back there, too, and stepped into the living room. A couch beckoned, and she perched on the edge.

Secret Admirer

thenameislahey:

iamthefirechild:

Summer wanted to cheat. She wanted to cheat so badly. What was he feeling? Was he nervous too? Was that why he held himself so still, why he kept swallowing?

      (don’t watch his throat, don’t watch his neck)

Or was he just giving her time to dig herself in deeper before cutting her to shreds with words?

      (no one can love you, ma chère, no one can ever love you)

How did other girls do this? How did they open themselves up, cracked open like a geode, and deliberately show someone what was inside, knowing how easily you could be shattered? A breeze kicked up, and she shivered. She had to know, couldn’t stand not knowing —

the bitterness of chopped onion (fear) / lemon and sugar (hope)

Summer found herself smiling. Gently, so gently, she said, “You said that already. Issac. I’m Summer.”

     He spotted the shiver and debated letting her inside but for the moment, they’d have to talk outside. At least until he knew she wasn’t crazy or worse — lying. With all that had been happening in Beacon Hills as of late, he wasn’t really quick to trust. Besides, she had to be at least a little unhinged if she liked him. Surely a girl that good looking would go for someone more her league.

     ”Right, yeah, nice to meet you, Summer.” He paused, being a little lost for words. He hadn’t really expected her to just turn up at his doorstep. “Do you,” he cleared his throat, “do you go to Beacon Hills?” He meant the high school of course. If she did, she wasn’t in any of his classes — he’d remember a face like hers.

Summer shook her head, slowly. “No. I go to the college. I’m a sophomore.” A little smile, secretive, curved her mouth. “You’ve never seen me before. Not to notice.”

He tasted of nerves, now, and confusion, still sweetened with that hope underneath. She thought maybe he wasn’t sure what to do with her. “Ask me anything,” she said, turning her hands palm up to him. “I know you don’t trust me yet.”