i think the reason no one tries to talk to u and ‘treat you like a human’ is because theyre afraid ull make it public like u seem to do to everything.

If I make things public, no one can lie about me. Everything that I say, and that the other person says, is a matter of record; a thing everyone can check.

Making sure no one can ever make things up about me again is very important to me. Making sure that people can come to me and ask, and be given the truth (albeit the truth from my perspective) is very important to me.