pxraclox:

iamthefirechild:

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She’s not even sure how she got invited to this party, except being plus-one to someone who doesn’t date has unexpected benefits sometimes. It’s nice enough, though she doesn’t know anyone except the friend she came with, and her loose hair keeps catching on the butterfly filigree mask she’s wearing. She’d decided to wear her favourite green corset with a black handkerchief skirt and tell anyone who asked that she was Madame Butterfly.

So far no one had asked.

Her gaze keeps catching on the tall, elegant lad, hovering like herself near the snacks, until he finally speaks.

“I thought staring was the point of wearing masks? Anyway you’re worth staring at,” she replies boldly. There is something liberating, after all, about being unidentifiable.

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Ace’s gaze wandered from the girl before him, to the partygoers, all gathered on the dance-floor, swaying in-sync to ‘Earned It’ off of the Fifty Shades soundtrack. It’s a great record for a shitty movie, and he remained unabashed by having listened to it on repeat the whole week.

There’s a sharp, yet simple contrast between what the men and women wore; the women put in so much effort, whereas the majority of men, Ace included, simply threw on a suit, and bought a cheap dollar mask on their way to the function.

“I thought the point of masks was to make regular dances like these far more interesting than they actually are,” the curly-haired boy said, reaching for the punchbowl’s ladle and raising his glass as he did so. At the next part of the statement, the lad actually shot her a wink through his mask.

“And don’t you forget it.”

“They’re never that interesting,” she shot back, and if there’s an edge of resentment or resignation to her voice nobody has to know but her.

Though it’s true; these are parties for people who drink to get drunk, fuck to keep score, and gossip like cruel vampires. She just goes to be reminded why she doesn’t go. Maybe here, with the mask on, she’ll do something shocking to even these jaded socialites.

She tossed her head at his riposte. “Now I’m certain you’re hiding some deformity under all that black. You’d better get one of the girls here to check, just in case.” She keeps staring anyway — it’s a cutting comment, not meant to carry truth.

And how else is she going to get to look at beautiful bodies anyway?

myalchod:

clairington:

If we held just one minute of silence for every victim of the Holocaust then we would be silent for eleven and a half years. Never forget. Never again.

Unfathomable. Every bit of it.

At the local university they read names of victims aloud every year on Yom ha’Shoa. They come at the rate of one every few seconds. Needless to say, they don’t get through more than a fraction.

There is a synagogue in Prague with the names of Czech Jews who perished. To stand in it and try to read through them is an experience — and there are less than 78,000 names there. [ x ]

Everything people do to try to get their heads around the numbers somehow just makes it all the more unfathomable.

myalchod:

So today is International Holocaust Remembrance Day, which I have to confess I didn’t realise was a thing — I only knew about Yom ha’Shoa, which is mid-April. But I’m glad it IS a thing, because people need to remember.

The Shoa is intensely personal for me. On my father’s side, I know of thirteen immediate family members who died — great-aunts, great-uncles, their spouses and children, my great-grandmother. The family was lucky: my grandfather and three of his brothers were early deportees, and managed to escape into Russia when they were driven into the river with machine-gun fire, and a fourth brother spent the war hidden by his German wife. If they hadn’t emigrated from Warsaw to Brno at the end of the 19th century, I probably wouldn’t be here today. My mother’s side fared less well: both of her parents, Hungarian-born, were the only survivours of their immediate families.

I grew up around survivours, reading between the lines, finding stories wherever I could. My grandmother was reticent; she wrote poetry about her experiences but didn’t talk about them. I was eighteen before I knew she’d had a younger brother. It’s one thing to read about Mengele and his white gloves standing on the platform at Auschwitz, and another to finally read about my grandmother’s arrival there and realise she’d seen him. My grandfather never talked until very recently, so I only knew he’d had some time with partisans in Yugoslavia; I didn’t know he’d been in a copper mine down there, nor that he’d narrowly escaped death by virtue of a partisan raid when his column was in transit, nor that he’d walked back home from there. I never met my paternal grandfather, who died before I was born, so I never got to hear his story — and I only ever met my paternal grandmother (who was not Jewish but had her own tales of wartime altercations with the Nazis, as one did if one was Czech) a few times when I was very young. It makes me think of all the voices silenced, of those who never spoke or could not speak, or who tried and were not heard.

It’s not just about anti-Semitism. At its core, the Holocaust — like any genocide — has hate of The Other. This day is about remembering what’s happened, and about preventing repetition. A survivour I knew while growing up was heavily involved in the Civil Rights movement when she came to the US, and then campaigned for awareness of the genocide in Darfur. If you have the strength to do that, it’s terrific and amazing, but the small things matter too. Stand up for others. Don’t accept what you see going on around you. And more — be proactive.

Situations like the Shoa — the death of six million Jews, a million Roma, and countless others, homosexuals and mentally ill and Poles and Slavs and more, whose only crime was being different — happen because people don’t act. They happen because people don’t stop and think and say, “This is wrong.” They happen because it’s too easy to say, “He isn’t like me — what happens to him doesn’t matter to me. Why should I care?” Care because you’re human. Care because caring is one of the most beautiful things about being human.

“Whoever destroys a soul, it is considered as if he destroyed an entire world. And whoever saves a life, it is considered as if he saved an entire world.” (Mishnah Sanhedrin 4:9) Words to live by, no matter what your beliefs.

[Photos are mine: the Roma/Sinti Memorial in Berlin, and the memorial by the river at Terezin.]

lycanthropelahey:

iamthefirechild:

Now he struggled a bit, wanting the room to rock more. But Isaac held him fast, using him. He could kick his feet, and that was about all. “God you’re so … ” He couldn’t decide which word he wanted, with Isaac driving pleasure into his body every second. 

“Mmm,” he responded, that single word slurred with lust as he near enough pounded into the other male, so close to the edge but he wanted to prolong it for a bit, drive Summer mad with the over-stimulation and over-sensitivity. He bit down gently on his neck, licking at the faint indent as he held tight to his body, the sound of skin hitting against skin echoing around the room.

Summer’s moaning took on the faintest edge of pain as Isaac continued. He attempted to buck against the bite, pinned under the werewolf’s weight, but he really wasn’t fighting that hard — despite the sharp edge of pleasure/pain he was riding, it was impossible for the empath to resist the sheer pleasure his boyfriend was putting off.

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lycanthropelahey:

iamthefirechild:

The only answer he got that time was a moan, as she threw her head back and clutched her fingers in the coverlets.

He loved making her fall apart just using his mouth, and this time was no exception — he licked and kissed into her, losing himself in pleasing her completely.

She couldn’t get enough of him. They’d been apart for only a few months, after knowing each other only a few weeks, and all she wanted was to lock herself away with him forever. (Possibly the fact that he’d apparently still been listening to his fellow knights even while they were parted had something to do with this.)

She had no idea how long he teased, licked, kissed and stroked her to completion — it could have been hours or merely minutes. He left her gasping, helpless in his hands, wrung out with desire. She managed to say, at one point, raggedly, “I meant to be doing this to you,” before he silenced her again.

And at one point there was a brief commotion outside the door — it sounded rather like someone officious looking for them, and being pointedly prevented by a guard. There was some muffled swearing involved.

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lycanthropelahey:

iamthefirechild:

They made love slowly by the fire, whispering sweet promises among the kisses and moans. Summer dragged her nails down his back, leaving marks that healed in minutes, and whimpered his name every time she came. At last they lay tangled together, damp with sweat and smiling at each other like idiots.

Their bodies moved together in a way that only lovers could, they knew each spot to make the other shiver and they pressed close to one another, his body contorting as her nails left temporary indents into his back. Soon they lay there, sated and exhausted and happy, his fingers carding through her sweaty locks as he gazed at her, still panting slightly, “I love you, Summer.”

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dalphahale:

iamthefirechild:

It might not be safe here, but it was safer. She would live with that. So after a long moment, she nodded. It took another long moment for her to remember where she’d left the notepad and pencil. ‘am I staying with you?’ A yawn caught her off-guard.

Derek’s eyebrows were together, his expression showing that he didn’t understand. “Yes? That’s why you are here. I told you that you could stay until we found you a place of your own.”

She didn’t remember that. ‘I want to understand you then. you pulled away from me but you held me after bad dreams. you say I will stay but I don’t know why’ His expressions just seemed to be at such odds with his behavior — and with what she sensed from him. She couldn’t even decide if he liked her or just felt sorry for her.

‘I need to understand’