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The Long and Winding Road | open RP

Summer paused and contemplated the facade of her apartment building. It felt like much longer than a week or so that she had walked away wondering if it would even be worth it to come back. She shook the keys dangling from one hand and blew out a breath. The knot of anxiety in the pit of her stomach was stupid and meaningless. Marie would welcome her back, or shoot her on sight. Loki, the same.

She fit the key into the lock and pushed open the door, stepping inside. Home.

adevalokidottir replied to your post: Ok for one I was teaching her the wicked ways of the world, I was teaching her how to protect herself mercy and two I am the middle child, I am here for both my eldest and youngest sibling. You act like you don’t want to be around people but I miss you Summer, I miss how we used to be when we moved in together and now you are shutting me out and grouping me in with everyone else.

So do you want me to just leave you alone for good then?

I want … you to trust me to come back. It helps, it does, that you’ve come to ask, to look in on me. I’m just not ready yet. I’m still cutting myself on the jagged edges of my own thoughts.

Ok for one I was teaching her the wicked ways of the world, I was teaching her how to protect herself mercy and two I am the middle child, I am here for both my eldest and youngest sibling. You act like you don’t want to be around people but I miss you Summer, I miss how we used to be when we moved in together and now you are shutting me out and grouping me in with everyone else.

I’m really not. I just need this time … look, you walked into my life and since then a lot of things have changed. I just need to step aside and get my mind reorganised. I’m not used to … dating, to having people around so much who want to be there. Some of my habits of thought are unsettled.