I always forget how much it hurts when I run out of enough spoons to hold off the daily incidental pain of being here on tumblr
wish I could cry
you know it’s bad when you hurt so much you can’t cry
Tag Archives: candle gone out
I wish it didn’t hurt this much when I have to let someone go.
*gives up and hates herself to sleep tonight*
oh god, you fucking idiots, stop posting about how nobody loves you when there are people waiting for you to reply to them
hypocrisy
all rpers are hypocrites
i dont have to cut myself other people do it with their words
*curls up into a tiny tiny ball* everyone is talking behind my back bad things everyone hates me I shouldn’t be here I’m worthless nobody wants me
What good am I
Yep, that’s it for the night. Losing someone I thought I was friends with — I’m not good at that. I need to just go off and cry for a while.
I don’t have so many friends I can afford to lose any.
you people just really think I’m not going to notice when you block me, don’t you?
I’M FOLLOWING YOU. I notice when you aren’t on my dash anymore. I worry! What if something has happened to you? Did anon-hate make you delete? No … someone else is still rping with you.
But, you know, it’s fine. I know I’m not human. I don’t have feelings; there’s no reason to treat me with respect or courtesy.
… seriously?!
This has happened again?
Really. Really. You are just going to block me without saying anything, knowing I’m following you, I’m trying to rp with you, you’re just going to block me.
And I don’t get to know what I’ve done. Or make up for it. Or apologise. Or be asked to stop.
Seriously.
What’s this, the fifth time in a month?
And somehow, I presume, I’m supposed to stop doing whatever the thing is that makes this happen. Without anyone ever telling me what it is.
I’m so tired of trying to save people from themselves, and maybe two people ever try to save me from myself.
Seriously if I just disappeared from here nobody would notice or care.
Its completely okay for someone to make an oc with a certain faceclaim for the sole purpose of shipping if a popular rper asks for it, but if I do the askgames for anybody I’m forcing a ship and I suck and should be blocked.
Just argh. Okay just fucking.
Once in a while it’d be great for the people I care about to return my regard.