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(Do you want to change ? Do it only if you want it. <3 )

I’m /used/ to Molly. But I really … like, it’s one thing to ‘compete’ with other players on a canon character. You expect to do that, more or less. But when there’s another oc out there that’s as eerily similar to yours, even to the fc and powers and all — that’s discomforting.

I feel like I have to change something; I don’t want to deal with that kind of ‘competition’, never mind the inevitable ‘you ripped [other oc] off’.

nestinghawk:

iamthefirechild:

nestinghawk:

“Thanks Jarvis.” The archer tells the AI, glad for the info but he still can’t squish all his worry.

Clint keeps dancing with you and twirls you occasionally. He concentrates on you again and hopes that he manages to ease up your worries. “How is this my lady?” He asks while dropping a kiss on top of your head.

“It’s perfect,” she assures him, and then spoils it by batting at him when he kisses the top of her head. “Hey! My mouth is down /here/. Dork.”

“Glad to hear it.” Clint grins at the batting. “I know but it would hardly be proper now would it my lady?” His grin’s quickly morphing to a teasing smirk.

“Proper,” she scoffs. “What part of this household is proper? Our lord and master is confronting an alien machine on the roof and we are dancing four floors down waiting to see what happens while another sentient machine watches over him. Oh, yes, and he keeps an otter as a pet!” She pokes Clint in the ribs. “My mouth is down here.” Insistently, she pulls his head down.

nestinghawk:

iamthefirechild:

nestinghawk:

I know not everyone is… But don’t count your worthiness only of those who don’t answer, it’s good to take notice of them but not only them. Ugh, I don’t know my words, they are failing me… I know what I want to say but no idea how to write it out. Common problem for me..

English isn’t your first language so I guess you’re doing pretty good.

It’s not even about the people who don’t answer — I just figure the inbox ate them. It’s about the people who … just, argh. They complain about not having anyone to interact with, but they’re really only interested in specific interactions. And I never fit.

Pleh. Ignore me, I’m just bitching.

If only I could affect or sway their minds to accept everyone. Would help me out as well.. It’s sad how common problem that is, even worse for an oc. No matter how well written and wonderful the muse and mun. It’s sad. You can bitch as much as you want, hopefully it lightens your mood. I’m here for you. I know I’m interested in certain things at the times as well but I try to include most of the people talking to me.

*just flails frustratedly* I want I want I want mememememe

nestinghawk:

iamthefirechild:

nestinghawk:

iamthefirechild:

nestinghawk:

iamthefirechild:

did you go looking for that?

If you meant that ‘whack’ then yes I did go look for it. I felt that it was required as you were speaking some strange gibberish. You called yourself stupid, we can’t have that now. ^_^ as you‘re everything but stupid.

I’m really feeling the need for some proof. Every time I tab into tumblr I refresh it looking for replies from these two particular people and I feel STUPID as hell.

It might be silly a bit but I don’t think it’s stupid. To me it feels natural. It could be called obsessive in some occasions but not stupid.

As I desperately remind myself I’m not allowed to send memes to new people. Because that never ends well. People just aren’t as interested as they say they are in having strangers show up in their inboxes.

I know not everyone is… But don’t count your worthiness only of those who don’t answer, it’s good to take notice of them but not only them. Ugh, I don’t know my words, they are failing me… I know what I want to say but no idea how to write it out. Common problem for me..

English isn’t your first language so I guess you’re doing pretty good.

It’s not even about the people who don’t answer — I just figure the inbox ate them. It’s about the people who … just, argh. They complain about not having anyone to interact with, but they’re really only interested in specific interactions. And I never fit.

Pleh. Ignore me, I’m just bitching.

nestinghawk:

iamthefirechild:

nestinghawk:

iamthefirechild:

did you go looking for that?

If you meant that ‘whack’ then yes I did go look for it. I felt that it was required as you were speaking some strange gibberish. You called yourself stupid, we can’t have that now. ^_^ as you‘re everything but stupid.

I’m really feeling the need for some proof. Every time I tab into tumblr I refresh it looking for replies from these two particular people and I feel STUPID as hell.

It might be silly a bit but I don’t think it’s stupid. To me it feels natural. It could be called obsessive in some occasions but not stupid.

As I desperately remind myself I’m not allowed to send memes to new people. Because that never ends well. People just aren’t as interested as they say they are in having strangers show up in their inboxes.

nestinghawk:

iamthefirechild:

nestinghawk:

iamthefirechild:

nestinghawk:

iamthefirechild:

Truth to be told I react like that as well at times and then get depressed when I don’t get replies. It’s why I’m very careful of who I follow with Clint.

I’m pretty careful too, but I see awesome people writing with the people I follow and then I want to follow them and write with them and AUGH.

And it ends in tears because memememememe.

The want to follow and interact is always there isn’t it… There’s just so many wonderful people with amazing writing skills.

I guess I should be thankful that I’m shy and reserved with new people. It helps some. Anytime you feel like like it, hit me up. You can say anything you want, ramble, or vent. I’ll listen it all and try to ease your tears when it comes to it.

I’m just idiotically obsessed with roleplay in all its forms, and and storytelling. I’m stupid and pushy and just … bleh.

Not stupid!

And you have what proof of this? Definitely stupid here.

I have my own eyes and mind as my proof. I could certainly ask around as well and get the same answer.

I really don’t believe you. I can ask just as many people and get told the fuck off. Or TO fuck off.