I didn’t say it right. I never say it right. It’s not about speed of replies, I swear. I’m not good at patience but I understand it. It’s me being selfish and greedy and demanding. It’s wanting to have the same attention from people that I feel like I’m giving. I don’t know how to explain this without making people feel bad. I swear it’s not about you, it’s me. It’s always me. I wasn’t trying to guilt anyone or be passive-aggressive; I just thought people should know — I don’t know what I thought.

I was trying to express that I was letting go. Because I have been told that I’m an annoyance, that I make people lose their muse, that I drive people away from rping by being in the inbox constantly and replying quickly. That if I do the askbox things I’m forcing a ship. That if I wish people would do my askbox things I’m expecting too much.

I tried to do the right thing and I messed it up. I always mess it up. I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to hurt anyone, or guilt them.

*wry* It doesn’t look like any of you actually listened to the part about “you don’t have to reply” anyway, since I got four replies in between.

drunkknightofcamelot replied to your post “You don’t need to worry about replying to me anymore. I know you would…”

Don’t be like that D: I’d love to roleplay with you. I always get lost with replies and stuffs and I haven’t had any inbox from you for like… ages. I replied to the last one I got. You don’t bother me or make me loose my muse!

thenameislahey reblogged your post and added:

oKAY THERE THIS IS NOT AT ALL WHAT SHOULD BE…

iwontbeephemeral reblogged your post and added:

Okay, listen up, because this post both made me…

consultinsociopath replied to your post “You don’t need to worry about replying to me anymore. I know you would…”

Wait what? You don’t make me lose my muse hunny. I’ve just been busy finishing school. I haven’t rped at all today really.

sonofpendragon replied to your post “You don’t need to worry about replying to me anymore. I know you would…”

[as am working on your reply]

turpisvirtute replied to your post “You don’t need to worry about replying to me anymore. I know you would…”

I have your replies, somewhere, and I’m doing you’re meme right now.